Where is honesty?

My mom woke me up at exactly 4:30 this morning. May strike daw kasi ngayon so kailangan kong magmadali kasi baka wala na akong masakyan. Though I still like to sleep, I crawl out of bed and prepare for school. Late na kasi akong natulog dahil sa pagrereview kaya hirap akong gumising. Buti na lang at maaga ring nagising si mama kaya ready na lahat pag baba ko. It was still dark when I rode the bus. Konti pa lang din ang tao nung sumakay ako. Mabilis lang ang byahe kaya maaga kong nakarating ng pala - pala at nakasakay ng jeep. At exactly 7 am eh! nasa school na ko. Nakasabay ko pa nga si Che - che papasok ng campus kasi saktong pagbaba ko ng jeep eh! kadarating lang din n'ya. Our proctor was not yet there when I arrived. Engl4 (Technical Writing) ang first exam namin. Well, o.k. lang naman s'ya. Not easy but not so hard. After 15 minutes, Business policy naman ang exam namin. The exam was difficult. Parang tinititigan ko muna 'yung questionnaire bago ko s'ya masagutan... haay! I just hope I'll be able to pass that exam kasi medyo marami rin 'yung blanko ko. But at least I tried my best to answer it... as in I try. I was kinda upset because of what's happening around when we were taking that test especially when our proctor went out. Nainis talaga ako. You know, you slept so late to review for you to pass the exams tapos nung nandun na, parang walang pakialam ang mga tao sa paligid mo? Well, I don't care about what they're doing. Alam n'yo na siguro kung ano. I don't give a damn to them cause they were the one doing it and not me. It's just that I feel that they don't care if what they were doing was wrong. Parang wala lang. Hindi na nila naisip na masama 'yun. They just continue doing it. You might think na masyado naman akong nagmamalinis pero alam kong mali 'yun so inilayo ko ang sarili ko sa ganun. O.k. lang sana kung assignment 'yun pero major exam?... that's a foul. I better fail than cheat. O.k. lang kahit mababa ang grades ko basta alam kong galing sa utak ko 'yun... sa nireview ko at sa kung anong natatandaan ko. Habang nangyayari 'yun, na - feel ko na parang may sarili akong mundo sa gilid ng classroom kung saan ako nakaupo. O.k. lang. I'll better be stucked in that world kesa gumawa ng hindi magandang bagay. Sa kanila na lang 'yun. During that time, all I do was pray and asked God for guidance. I asked Him to keep me away from that bad thing that was happening around me. I know He's watching us and he knows everything that happened. Basta ako, I know I give my best shot and if isn't enough then I'll do better next time. It's hard to be honest but I'm glad I did.