Christmas Break

After all my struggles these past few weeks until this day, finally Christmas break na!... yahoo! Last day na kasi ngayon ng class namin sa school at bukas ay start na ng Christmas break. Excited talaga kong mag - Christmas vacation ngayon, nakakapagod din kasing mag - aral at sobrang dami rin naming activities so I badly need this break. This week, two days din akong umuwi ng late because of our catering. Hindi tuloy ako nakasama kay mama na magsimbang gabi so she needs to go there by herself. Sayang, hindi ko mabubuo ang 9 days I mean nights pala. 7 p.m. kasi ang simbang gabi dito sa'min sa halip na madaling araw. I don't know why. Siguro dahil hindi kami sa bayan nakatira. Dun kasi located ang simbahan ng Alfonso at chapel lang dito sa Luksuhin. Pero at least may simbang gabi pa rin di ba? I'm really excited for Christmas. Uuwi kasi ang kuya ko with his family. 'Yun nga lang, hindi sila sa bahay magno- noche buena cause he still needs to attend a baptism ceremony kaya gabi pa sila ng 25 makakauwi. Masaya pa rin 'yun. I really miss my brother so o.k. lang kahit anong oras s'ya makarating basta makauwi lang s'ya. Haay! Thank God for all His help on me. I finally survived the pressure and stress.

Rest day

It's Sunday at wala akong pasok ngayon. Buti na rin kasi I was so stressed this week... haay! Rest day ko ngayong araw na 'to kaya nilulubos ko na... haha! I still have three days left next week bago ang Christmas vacation. May dalawa pa kaming exam sa Wednesday, Sales and Marketing at Arts Appreciation. Pero bago 'yun, kailangan pa naming magmarket bukas dahil sa Tuesday na ang Departmental Christmas party na ioorganize namin. Kumusta naman 'yun? Nauna pa ang party sa exam. Ewan ko ba kung bakit ganun ang sked namin ngayon.But I'm happy kasi malapit na ang Christmas break. Rest day na talaga... yahoo! I dropped at Mae's blog earlier. Namiss ko tuloy s'ya lalo. For sure busy rin s'ya ngayon kasi Prelims na. Buhay estudyante nga naman.

Nanood nga pala ko ng Asian Idol kagabi. O.k. naman si Mau. As expected, magaling talaga s'ya. I wish she'll win. Pride kasi ng Pinas 'yun. Tsaka magaling naman s'ya talaga. At talagang binigyan pa ko ni mama ng pangload kagabi para lang iboto s'ya... haha! Nakakatawa si mama kagabi kasi talagang pinaboto n'ya ko ng dalawang beses kay Mau at bumoto naman ako. Sana talaga manalo s'ya hindi lang dahil sa binoto ko s'ya kundi dahil deserving s'yang manalo. Go Pinoy!

Meeting an old friend

Just got home from school. Wala naman kaming scheduled exam ngayon pero pumunta pa rin ako ng school dahil pa rin sa event sa Tuesday. Wala naman naging problema ngayong araw na 'to. As expected, kami lang ulit tatlo ang pumasok... haay! What's new? But at least may naplano na ulit kami. I was supposed to go home at 3 pm pero naextend ang pagtigil ko sa school kaya 4 na rin ako nakauwi. I was heading to the jeep terminal when a girl called me... Si Den. Medyo nagulat pa ko nang makita ko s'ya kanina. Medyo matagal na rin since I last saw her. She stopped studying since the start of the sem this school year, bale 2 sems na s'yang tigil. May pupuntahan pala s'ya kanina malapit sa school namin kaya napadaan s'ya dun. She asked me how everyone's doing so I started to tell her everything... all those pressure and stuff and what's happening in our department. I also asked her and she told me that she's working at Sun Cell in Sta. Rosa. I asked her when will she go back to school and she told me that maybe next year she'll be able to come back when she already have enough savings for enrollment. I'm really happy to see her again. She's my closest friend in school and she knows everything about me. I really miss her. I hope she'll come back to school and study again next year. My life in school will be a lot easier if she's around. I really miss our chats. We really have a strong bonding kaya nanibago ako nung tumigil s'ya tapos tumigil din 'yung iba pa naming tropa because of some reasons. Miss ko na silang lahat. Haay! life! I just hope that all of them are o.k. and me?... I'll be o.k.... AJA!!!

Where is honesty?

My mom woke me up at exactly 4:30 this morning. May strike daw kasi ngayon so kailangan kong magmadali kasi baka wala na akong masakyan. Though I still like to sleep, I crawl out of bed and prepare for school. Late na kasi akong natulog dahil sa pagrereview kaya hirap akong gumising. Buti na lang at maaga ring nagising si mama kaya ready na lahat pag baba ko. It was still dark when I rode the bus. Konti pa lang din ang tao nung sumakay ako. Mabilis lang ang byahe kaya maaga kong nakarating ng pala - pala at nakasakay ng jeep. At exactly 7 am eh! nasa school na ko. Nakasabay ko pa nga si Che - che papasok ng campus kasi saktong pagbaba ko ng jeep eh! kadarating lang din n'ya. Our proctor was not yet there when I arrived. Engl4 (Technical Writing) ang first exam namin. Well, o.k. lang naman s'ya. Not easy but not so hard. After 15 minutes, Business policy naman ang exam namin. The exam was difficult. Parang tinititigan ko muna 'yung questionnaire bago ko s'ya masagutan... haay! I just hope I'll be able to pass that exam kasi medyo marami rin 'yung blanko ko. But at least I tried my best to answer it... as in I try. I was kinda upset because of what's happening around when we were taking that test especially when our proctor went out. Nainis talaga ako. You know, you slept so late to review for you to pass the exams tapos nung nandun na, parang walang pakialam ang mga tao sa paligid mo? Well, I don't care about what they're doing. Alam n'yo na siguro kung ano. I don't give a damn to them cause they were the one doing it and not me. It's just that I feel that they don't care if what they were doing was wrong. Parang wala lang. Hindi na nila naisip na masama 'yun. They just continue doing it. You might think na masyado naman akong nagmamalinis pero alam kong mali 'yun so inilayo ko ang sarili ko sa ganun. O.k. lang sana kung assignment 'yun pero major exam?... that's a foul. I better fail than cheat. O.k. lang kahit mababa ang grades ko basta alam kong galing sa utak ko 'yun... sa nireview ko at sa kung anong natatandaan ko. Habang nangyayari 'yun, na - feel ko na parang may sarili akong mundo sa gilid ng classroom kung saan ako nakaupo. O.k. lang. I'll better be stucked in that world kesa gumawa ng hindi magandang bagay. Sa kanila na lang 'yun. During that time, all I do was pray and asked God for guidance. I asked Him to keep me away from that bad thing that was happening around me. I know He's watching us and he knows everything that happened. Basta ako, I know I give my best shot and if isn't enough then I'll do better next time. It's hard to be honest but I'm glad I did.

I'm Gonna Win!

"Dark is the night, I can weather the storm. Never say die, I've been down this road before. I'll never quit. I'll never lay down. See I promised myself that I'd never let me down." Just a few lines from Brian Mcknight's song "Win". I think this is my theme song at this moment. This is a long day for me. I've been very busy preparing for our prelim exams and stuff. Before I left the house, my mom was asking me of what time will I be going home. She knows that my class is just until 1:30 but since I told her that we have a meeting about our Departmental Christmas Party, she asked me of what time will I arrive home. She told me to wash my uniform if I will be home early cause she can't do it for me. They have to attend my cousin in law's internment this afternoon. I told her that I'll just wash my uniform when I got home. I wasn't really in the mood cause I was supposed to go with them but I can't because of my classes. My first class is supposed to be at 10:30 a.m. today but I came to school at pass 11 already... hah! I'm late! I plan not to attend my first class cause it's really late. I was heading at the 2nd. floor of our main building when I saw my classmates outside room 205 where we were supposed to have a class. I asked them why they were not entering the room and they told me that our professor wasn't around yet because of her meeting. They also said that maybe she will no longer attend our class because it's really late. Thank heavens for that! I won't be marked absent. I entered the room and sat beside my classmate who used to be my acquaintance in school. Then after a few moments, we had an argument about our Departmental Christmas Party. All third year students were assigned to organize that event because it's part of our exam in FoodProd but sad to say, only few people do the assigned responsibilities. Maybe that's the reason why he started to nag at me and my other classmate who's in the room (actually, it was just five of us in that room because my other classmates all went out). He said things that I can't take anymore that's why I got mad and walked out of our room. I'm patient but I was so fed up that time. I just can't contain the madness. Why does he keeps on nagging at me when he doesn't know what's really happening with my life? Sometimes, people really tends to be self centered. So the best way I thought I could do was to get out and leave him and let my madness went away. I didn't talk to him for a while but good thing everything was settled before the day ends. We went to the class of other students in our department and explained what will going to happen on the event. I was really tired and hungry and we still have our exam tommorrow so I still need to review... we still need to review but I can't go home and just leave my obligations behind. Also one of our professors told us that we still have a meeting so I stayed at school until 5:30 p.m. I just decided to go home when I felt that there'll be no meeting that will happen. I'm really pressured. I can feel it. I wasn't a born leader and I'm not even trained to be one. I used to be a follower when I was in gradeschool and highschool but eveything changed when I got to College. It's like people expects a lot from me that I can't even handle the pressure on my shoulders. I know I need to do all those things but I also need their help. If only they knew what I feel. I could just imagine how they were like when they were in my shoes. I need their cooperation. Not just two or three or four people. I hope they realize that. But as I told myself, I won't ever give up. I can do all of these. I believe I can and I know someone will help me from up there. I'll hold on to my faith. And as the song goes... "I'll never give up. I'll never give in. Never let a ray of doubt slip in. And if I fall, I'll never fail. I'll just get up and try again. I'll never lose hope, never lose faith. There's much, too much at stake. Upon myself I must depend. I'm not looking for place ashore. I'M GONNA WIN!"

When someone went away

It's December 8 and we don't have a class because of the Immaculate Concepcion. My eldest brother who's living in Manila texted my dad about the bad news. My cousin in law passed away because of diabetes and its complications. He was actually in the hospital that time cause he visited him but then he found out that he's already gone. It made me think that we don't really know what will happen to us the next day. As what I keep on saying before, we don't hold our life in our hands. We won't know when will it be taken away from us so we better cherish each moment we have on earth. I just hope that my cousin in law will be happy wherever he is right now. I know God will take care of him and he will feel no pain and sadness. He will already see our relatives in heaven and I know that he'll be watching us especially his family up from where he is. It really makes me sad whenever I heard of people leaving and won't be coming back again but anyway, that's life and those who are left behind will continue to live. That's what are we supposed to do... continue living cause I know that God will take the pain away and soon everything will be into place like before. It sad but we need to move on, cherish life and be good to one another. That's what life is for.

Something new

I have a new blog layout. Nakakatuwa kasi parang pambata yata 'tong layout ko ngayon, spongebob kasi. Pero cute naman s'ya di ba? And besides, bata pa rin naman ako... hehe! Every person has a kid inside them. Masarap kasing maging bata, walang masyadong worries sa buhay. Haay!... ang dami ko pa ring gagawin ngayon. May quiz pa kami sa technical writing bukas at my group project pa kami sa catering... waaa! Buti na nga lang at naisingit ko pa rin ang pag - aayos ng blog ko. Di ko na kasi talaga s'ya naaasikaso nung mga nakaraang araw. Maliban sa bagong layout ng blog na 'to eh! wala namang ibang bago sa'kin. Puno pa rin ang work load ko sa school. Pero o.k. lang, kaya ko 'to... aja!!! Kailangang mag - aral mabuti para maging mas maganda ang grades. 'Til my next post. ^_^

More than a month...

More than a month ko ring hindi na - update 'tong blog ko. Ang dami kasing academic activities... haay! So now, I try to have even just a short post. October 12 pa pala ang last post ko and it's November 27 already. Medyo natengga na 'tong blog ko dito. Buti na lang at bumibisita pa rin sina ate neym at mae kahit hindi pa ko nakakapag - update before (at sila lang ang nakalink dito sa blog ko... hehehe!) Ang boring pa kasi. Medyo hindi ko na nga s'ya naaasikaso dahil sa maraming gawain sa school. Kakapagod din maging estudyante pero masaya. And as what my sister in law said to me before, "Mamimiss mo rin ang pag - aaral 'pag nakagraduate ka na at may trabaho na". Actually, I love school... I'm weird right? 'Yung iba kasi, tinatamad mag -aral pero ako I enjoy schooling. Napansin ko ring mas masipag na kong mag - aral ngayon... I'm proud to say that!... haha! And speaking of school, I remember that I still need to do my assignment in Hum1 (Arts Appreciation). Sa Saturday pa naman ang pasahan nun pero mas maganda kung maaga akong makakatapos di ba? Kaya nga dapat short post muna ngayon. I'll just update my blog again some other time. Chow! ^_^

Major head ache

I haven't updated my blog for almost a month. I've been very busy lately with all the school works... research work, feasibility study, exams and a lot lot more. Now, I'm preparing for our presentation for our French Festival. It was a group presentation but I was assigned as the leader of our group so I have to take full responsibility for that. My brain is turning like wheels already and I'm having a lot of problems and worries in school. It's a major head ache for me... you know, it's a group project but then I was the only one who took effort to make it and finish it on time. I always come home late and when I came home, my parents have eaten their dinner already so I have to eat alone. I never stay in our house the whole day cause I still need to finish all those stuff. I'm always tired. A lot of people said that I'm losing weight. Maybe it's because I always sleep late and I wake up early to prepare for my exams and finish all the task I need to do. I love studying and going to school but I also need to take a rest. If only my group mates help me with our presentation then it will be a lot easier. But the worse part is, they didn't and even if I force them to help me, they still don't want. They still don't do their part. I'm also worried about one thing, I'm having issues in school which are not true. I don't know how to deal with it. Maybe I'll just try to ignore whatever those rude people say. Now, I'm really excited to have my sem break so I could have even just a little time to take a rest. I still have a week for this sem. I really hope time flies at this moment. Haaay! what a life. Maybe I should just accept the fact that this is how my life is going to be at the moment. That my world will revolve around my studies, my school. Anyway, I know that I'm a strong person and I could handle all these things all by myself. God will always be with me.

My Rainy Birthday

It's August 17 and it's already my birthday. I just turned 19 this day. It's a rainy day because of the super typhoon "Egay" pero nagcelebrate pa rin kami. I cooked spaghettie for them... the family's favorite. Actually, this is my only birthday na umuulan kaya medyo naninibago pa ko. My sisters can't come into our house because of the heavy rain so padadalhan na lang namin sila sa bahay nila ng food. My dad was telling me that I will be rich this year cause it's raining and I was laughing at that. I really wish that I'll be rich so I could buy all the things that I want... hahaha! Seriously, I just want to have a better year and I hope that though there's a typhoon, there'll be no people who will be hurt. Bonne anniversaire! Happy 19th. birthday to myself! ^_^

Tough week...

It's been 2 weeks after the prelim exams. That week is so exhausting... staying up late to review for the exams, commuting back and forth to school and in our house and all other stuff. At tama ba namang magkasakit ako sa last two days ng exam. S'yempre hindi ako umabsent but instead uminom na lang ng gamot... mas mahirap yatang kumuha ng special exam at may extrang bayad 'yun. Can you imagine kung ga'no kahirap mag - exam na masama ang pakiramdam mo? Siguro dahil na rin sa panahon kaya ako nagkasakit. Masyado kasing mainit sa GMA tapos hindi naman masyadong mainit sa'min. Medyo nastress out din ako dahil sa dami ng ginagawa. Haay! after ng exam namin hindi ko na talaga nakayanan so my mom asked me to just stay at home and rest for two days kasi talagang di na nagpapigil ang lagnat ko. Prelim exams is over but I'm still busy with all the written reports, research, assignments at kung anu -ano pa. Haay! kakapagod. Pero s'yenpre kahit ganito eh! I still enjoy going to school. Next week, we will be having our Toque's Fest. For two days 'yun, Monday and Tuesday so we don't have a class kasi puro activities lang meron on those days. Hanggang ngayon eh! hindi ko pa rin natatapos ayusin 'tong blog ko kaya boring pa rin s'ya. Siguro 'pag maluwag na talaga ang sked, pwede nang magbabad sa harap ng computer.

Blog under renovation....

I'll try to fix this blog after prelim exams... Still need to study. Blog on leave.

Daan muna sa blog...

Haay! 'Di ko na madalas ma-update 'tong blog ko. Busy - busyhan kasi. Prelim exams pa ngayon so hindi talaga ko pwedeng tumambay ng matagal sa harap ng computer. Daan - daan lang. Next time na lang siguro ako ulit makakapag - update.

Back to School...

I haven't updated my blog for almost a month now... how was it? Well, my classes started already and it's already my 3rd. week. I'm pretty exhausted commuting and all those stuff and my schedule's quite loaded. I don't have a class today... actually, i don't have a class during Fridays that's why I decided to update my blog since I haven't updated it for quite long time. Since my class started, I always feel tired especially when I'm still in the bus going home. It takes an hour and a half going to school and same going home so I hve to wake up early and go home late. Thank God it's only Tuesday and Wednesday that I have a class until 7pm and others are until 2:30pm. I really don't want to go home late. But anyway, it's still fun going to school and learning new things. I still enjoy studying though it's pretty exhausting. I'm also happy that I started the semester right meaning I got high scores in my exams. I know I've done my best in the past semester but now I can say that I'm more diligent in my studies. I think sleeping late just to study really paid off... haha! Hmmm... I think I should just end here for now since I'm running out of words to say and I still have to do my assignment in Foreign Language. We also have a quiz in that subject tommorrow so I still need to review. Goodluck to me!!! ^_^

I Think I (Full House OST)

keu-reol-ri eob-da-go a-nil-geo-ra-go mi-deot-jyo
nae-ga keu-dal sa-rang-han-da-ni mal-do an-dwe-jyeo eom

kwaen-han chil-too-il-geo-ra-go
nae-ka we-ro-un-ka cha-shi-neul sook-yeo-bwat-ji-man
i-je teo-neun nan kam-chul-so-ka eob-neun deul-yo

I think I love you
keu-reon-ka-bwa-yo
Cause I miss you
keu-dae-man eob-seu-myeon

a-moo-keo-do mot-ha-ko cha-goo saeng-kak-na-ko
i-reon-keol po-myeon a-moo-rae-do

I'm falling for you
nan mol-rat-ji-man
Now I need you
eo-neu-saen-ka na-mam ki-peun ko-se
a-ju-kau-ke cha-ri-ja-beun keu-dae-ei mo-seum-eul i-je
po-a-yo

u-ri an eo-ul-rin-da-ko shin-ku keu-ke tak cho-da-go
ha-na-boo-teo yeol-gae do-dae-she mwi han-gae-ra-do mat-neun-ke
eob-naun-de
eo-teo-ke sa-kwol-soo it-nya-ko
mal-do an-dwe-neun yae-ki-ra-ko mi-ha-myeo tul-reo-dat-ji-man
i-je teo-neun nan keu-reo-gi-ga si-reon-geol-yo

I think I love you
keu-reon-ka-bwa-yo
Cause I miss you
keu-dae-man eob-seu-myeon
a-moo-keo-do mot-ha-ko cha-goo saeng-kak-na-ko
i-reon-keol po-myeon a-moo-rae-do

I'm falling for you
nan mol-rat-ji-man
Now I need you
eo-neu-saen-ka na-mam ki-peun ko-se
a-ju-kau-ke cha-ri-ja-beun keu-dae-ei mo-seum-eul i-je
po-a-yo

wae mol-rat-jyo keu-dae ra-neun-keol
wae mot-bwat-jyo pa-ro a-pin-de oh yea
keu do-ngan i-reo-ke pa-ro nae
kyeo-te i-seot-neun-ne
wae i-je-seo-ya
sa-ra-ngi po-i-neun keon-ji 

Holy Week...

Ang tagal ko na palang hindi naa-update 'tong blog ko. Anyway, wala namang bago. It's Holy Week pero parang ordinary day lang naman sa bahay. Medyo less nga lang ang pagkain ng meat ngayon and wala masyadong magandang palabas sa t.v. Haay! Grabe!!! lumalala na ang pagiging Korean addict ko.Pero o.k. lang 'yun, hindi lang naman ako ang nagkakaganito sa mundo. Medyo sumasakit ang ulo ko ngayon pero sige net pa rin. Nakakatamad naman kasi kung nakatunganga ka lang maghapon 'di ba? Mamaya gagawa ako ng fish lumpia... it's fish kasi nga bawal ang masyadong pagkain ng karne ngayon. Hirap din ng bakasyon, walang allowance eh!... hehehe!!! Namimiss ko na rin ang pagkain ng mashed potato at chicken burger meal. At bakit ba kasi napakasakitin ko ngayong bakasyon... haay! O.k. lang 'yan. Kaya pa naman. Namimiss ko na rin si kuya. Kasi naman umuwi s'ya kahapon pero sandali lang kasi dami pa n'yang appointment. Siguro uwi na lang ako ng Manila sometime this April para mas maraming bonding moments.

Away from Home

I've just got home last night from our Cebu - Bohol tour. I've been out for almost a week and I miss our house so much. The tour was fun. I enjoyed it but there's a part of my brain that was left in our house. Maybe it's because we had a problem just before I left the house. My mom and my older sister had an argument and it's because of me. I understand why my ate got so mad because I also made a mistake but I think she just don't understand mama's point that she just want to help me. It's just too personal so I won't say it here in details. While I'm on tour, I can't help but think how things were going on in our house or was my parents o.k., was mama having a hard time taking care of my nephews, was my father feeling sick... things like that. I also had a lot of physical and emotional stress while I'm on tour. I'm with my classmates and I met a lot of people there. We sailed on the ship, ride on the bus, slept on a hotel... Actually, we lacked sleep because we had a lot of activities. We also had a training onboard. It's all fun but tiring as well. I think I gained more weight because we're also eating a lot while having a tour. When it comes to emotional stress, I could say that I hold my temper well. I was so sensitive but I just kept it all in. It's hard 'cause there were times when I want to shout and say things that I wanna say but I can't... and I don't. I've understand that people really have different personality. I can't please all the people around me, even if they were my friends. I just felt bad that I'm the only one who's adjusting to them and they don't adjust to me. Maybe it's also my fault 'cause I was so sensitive but as what I said I just kept it all in. I don't say anything that could hurt them. On the lighter side, I still enjoyed our tour. We went to different spots on Bohol and Cebu. I even bought their delicacies and souvenirs a long with my classmates. Too bad I wasn't able to buy a guitar 'cause it's too expensive. In that five days that I was out of our house, I really learned a lot. There was one line that I used to remember... "People can have skills and intelligence but they cannot succeed if they don't have the attitude". It's how you handle things that was going your way. Everyday of our life is a journey. It's not always a smooth sailing trip. We will always encounter hard roads but we should find a way to get through it. Being away from home was not easy. We will meet a lot of people and we have to deal with them. Really, there's no place like home. It's always safe and comfortable in our own house. c,")

birthdays!!!

It's already March 10 and I have a lot of relatives who will celebrate their birthday this March. Today is my niece birthday, Kristel. She's turning 15 then tommorrow will be my mom's birthday. On the 19th. will be my niece birthday and on the 21st. will be my best bud's birthday, Bryan. On the 29th. will be my brother's birthday... it's also Tae Hee's birthday, one of my fav'rite Korean actress. She's turning 27. Last will be on the 30th. which is my cousin's birthday, Ate Clang. Wow!!! what a birthday blasts! I'm also leaving for our tour on Monday. I'll be out for five days. I'm sure that I'll miss our house and of course my room. Hope I won't vomit when I get into the boat. We'll be staying there for two days I think. I'll also miss surfing the net. After our tour will be our Finals... after the fun, it's all the work. I just hope I'll enjoy our tour and also learn at the same time.

Oldies glimpse on the past...c,")

I bought Yeng's album last Tuesday and I can say that her songs are really good. It has a touch of rock music in every song but it's still good to listen to... not that irritating in the ear. My current favorite is "Cool Off". It has a nice melody and lyrics. On the other hand, something bad happened to me today and I really felt sad about it. But I think I should not think of it so I won't feel bad the whole day. The weather's too hot and I'm quite dizzy right now. We went to lola's house last night 'cause my tito was there. He just came in yesterday morning from L.A. so my parents visited him. They talked about everything. He even played organ last night so we went home quite late 'cause my dad enjoyed listening to him while he was playing the instrument. My dad asked me if I still remembered the day when I was still playing the organ and I told him that I do. I just can't remember if I still know how to play right now 'cause it's been so long since I did it. I was just around 8 or 9 that time. While they were listening to the music, they remembered the times when they were still in high school. They even talked and shared their experiences when they were at that age so I was like laughing all the time. It's nice to hear that they still remembered all those times 'cause it's been a decade already. I just love listening to them. I also thought that maybe if I reached their age, I'll also be like them... reminiscing memories when I was still young. Anyway, my mom's birthday's fast approaching. I think I should buy her a gift.

Events that happened...

It's my father's birthday yesterday. He just turned 65 but he doesn't look like it. He still looks like he was just 50... hehe! Ate Nenen and her whole family went to our house last night. They went there to eat dinner and give gift to my father. My eldest brother and his family just left yesterday afternoon. I felt sad that they just stayed in our house for three days and a half. I didn't get to spent more time with them 'cause I still have a class and it always end late. Anyway, I think I'll gain weight again because of the fiesta. My mom will definitely won't like it 'cause she wants me to be thinner... haha! Our Cebu - Bohol tour will be two weeks from now. My mom told me to join and so I will. Hope I'll enjoy and learn at the same time. Last Wednesday, I slept at around 2:30 am 'cause me and my nephew, Aaron talked the whole evening. I also went to school last Wednesday. My class was from 4:00 - 7:00 pm so I got home late already. I wasn't able to attend class yesterday 'cause I woke up late. Good thing there's no class yesterday. They just went to Laguna to watch toque's festival at UPHL. Now, it's just an ordinary day. There's no PH tonight 'cause it's shown until Thursday only. I hope I can watch Love contract tonight. I just love watching Asianovelas. There's no teleserye that appeals to me now. Hope they can make one good teleserye to watch for.

Update lang...

It's Monday! Time really flies so fast. I'm late on my first class 'cause I kept looking for my black slacks this morning. My parents went to Manila 'cause they have some important business there. I was alone in our house this morning. Anyway, uwi na si kuya mamaya galing Manila. Kasama n'ya si ate, Princess and Kim. I'm excited to see them. Buti na lang they will stay long in our house... for almost a week din yata 'yun. It's Kim Christianing on Wednesday at fiesta rin sa'min. Ninang n'ya ko... hehe! Malapit na rin ang tour namin sa Cebu & Bohol pero until now hindi pa rin ako nakakapagdecide kung sasama ko... haay! I watched ASAP '07 yesterday and I saw Yeng and Sarah performed on the same stage. It was a showdown but instead of singing their own songs, they switched it and sang the song of the other. It was so cute. They were both good and I love watching them. I just hope I'll be able to buy Yeng's album this week. Hope I can save more.

Fireworks!!!

Wee! I already finished my term paper. I'm so happy that I finished it earlier and I can pass it tomorrow. Anyway, just want to share about what happened last night. Last night when me and my parents were watching the television, my mom heard a sound outside our house. She went outside to see what the sound was all about and she saw that there were some lightning in the sky. It was a fireworks display. Our neighbor had a party that's why they had it. My mom told me about it so I also went outside. Me and my mom watched that fireworks display. We enjoyed watching it. We never went inside our house until it was finished. I really enjoyed watching those colorful lights flickered in the sky. While I was watching it, I can't help but say "Ang ganda! Ang kulay!". I was like a kid who's very happy over a simple thing. It also became a bonding moment for me and my mom. We were like the best of friends looking in that colorful lights... kinda dramatic huh! Haay! on the other side of the story, I still have a class tomorrow morning. Too bad I wouldn't able to watch the last few episodes of ISWAK (It Started With A Kiss)... huhuhu! I also don't have time to watch DVD because of my other school requirements. Maybe I'll just watch it sometime when I'm not that busy already. That's it for now! c,")

What happened today... I already miss my friends!...

I had a class this morning from 9:00 am to 11:30 am. It was supposed to be until 12:00 pm but we were dismissed early. I went to my dentist after school to have my braces adjustment. She said that my teeth has a lot of improvement not like before that my bite is not even. She also advised that I should take vitamins so that my teeth will be stronger. She also said that I look thinner today... hehe! It's a compliment. I don't even feel that I'm losing weight 'cause I'm not that conscious about myself. Later I'll be finishing my term paper 'cause I have to pass it on Saturday. The deadline is fast approaching and I only have two more days to finish it. This week is so stressful for me but I thank God that I'm able to handle all of it. I'm quite tired but I still need to finish all those requirements that I need to pass... I can do it! Aja!!! Anyway, I'm happy that I'm doing fine though I'm a bit tired. I already miss my high school barkada. I didn't see them for quite a long time. Hope they're all okey. I wish we could spend time together on summer vacation 'cause I really want to see them. We planned to go malling before but until now it's still a plan... miss them a lot! I remember we used to eat lunch together when we were still in high school but now we all have our own lives and we are not on the same school anymore. I just hope and pray that we could find time to bond again.

Bad trip!...

It says it all. It was a bad day for me. My groupmates already went to Manila to have an ocular visit in the hotel (I don't know the hotel's name 'cause they don't even told me). I know that it's also my fault 'cause I arrived late in our meeting place but I think that they are also responsible to tell all the members the exact detail of what we were supposed to do. They don't even text me on week ends so I thought it was already cancelled. They only tell those members who are close to them. It seems like I was not part of that group... Seems like I was all by myself. I also texted our classmates to get their numbers but they don't have it so I wasn't able to ask what to do. I really don't want to get mad or anything but I can't help it. I just can't fight the feeling of being mad because of what they did. I even said sorry to them and told them that I will be the one to do the written report so that I will have contribution to our project but they don't said anything. I heard nothing from them and now I don't know if they were mad at me or not. I really don't know what to do. I can't even think straight right now. It was such a pressure! Baka sabihin na lang ng iba eh! wala akong ginawa for our project, which is not true. Good thing I still find reason to be happy and calm. My eldest brother and his wife went to our house last night but they also went home this morning 'cause they still have things to do in their house. They'll just come back on the 26th. to prepare for Kim's Christianing. I can't wait to see them again... it's been a while. Huh! what a day! I think I should just eat lunch so that I'll be able to forget all those bad things that happened to me today.

What should I do?

We had an oral exam in my psychology class. I was so nervous 'cause I don't get to review well.But I proved that prayer really works. I'm happy that I was able to answer four out of the five questions that was given to me... Haay! Thank God that the questions asked were on the pages of the book I scanned. I feel so relieved! Our Cebu - Bohol tour was also confirmed yesterday. I was double thinking 'cause it's expensive. I was thinking that if I don't join the tour then my parents would be able to save 8, 500+ but I would not get the experience of being on the ship on tour and I won't get to see the historical and beautiful sceneries in Cebu and Bohol. I really don't know how to decide on that matter. I hope I can make up my mind before the event comes... anyway it's on the 2nd. week of March, I still have few more days to decide. If I join the tour then I won't get to watch Princess Hours and Jumong. I won't get to see Prince Troy, Janelle and lady So Seo No...haha! Sounds funny! I was really hooked by Asian dramas... isn't it obvious?.

Valentine blues...

It's Valentine's again... heart's day as what I usually call it. Well, I'm not that happy today not because I don't have a date (and I am not allowed to date or else my father will kill me!) but because of some incident that happened last night and today. Last night when I went to my room I noticed that my things in my cabinet was quite messy. I also noticed that my Cast Comic book collection was not complete. There were three issues missing so I ask my mom if she saw it and she said that my nephew went there when I was still in school. I couldn't find the comics everywhere so I was very mad and because of the madness I cried. I really don't want somebody using or taking my things without my permission. I'm not selfish and I will let them lend my things as long as they ask permission from me. I also find it hard to sleep last night. I slept at around 2 am already. I have a cough for almost a week now because of the sudden change of weather. My throat is aching and I'm having a difficulty in swallowing... argh! I really hate being sick. Until now I'm still looking for my comic books and I can't find them still. It's my collection and I was able to buy that beacause I save some money from my allowance. Haay! it's really a bad day for me but I think I should just find reasons to be happy... anyway it's valentine's day! I should be happy. I wish I could have more patience to hold madness.

Just about anything...

Two days na rin since I last updated my blog. Anyway, I don't have class today 'cause my professor was absent. I just took my exam in Meal Management this morning 'cause it was moved last Saturday. I'm quite confident that I'll pass... hehe! I was not feeling well last not but I'm happy that I was able to answer the questions on my exam though I just have a few minutes to review... actually, I just reviewed while I'm still riding on the bus going to school. Haay! now I'm looking for the lyrics of "Pag - ibig Na Kaya" the tagalog version of Princess Hours' theme song "Perhaps Love". I found the lyrics at AngLyricsNatin.com. I will post it here in my blog.

Here is the lyrics:

Pag-Ibig Na Kaya?

Di na maalala pa'no nag simula

Ikaw ang laging nasa isip ko bawat araw

laging ikaw aking nakikita

ano ba ang nadarama ko pag ikaw ay kasama

Ganyan din ang nadarama ko

tuwing ika'y lalapit sa akin

ako'y parang natutulala

di ko malalaman ang sasabihin ko

(Chorus)

pag ibig na kaya

pareho ang nadarama

ito ba ang simula

di na mapipigilan

pag ibig nga ito

sana'y di matapos ang nadaramang ito

pag ibig nga kaya ito (pag ibig nga kaya ito)

pagkat nararamdamanpag ibig ating natagpuan

Malalaman mo lang

ang nararamdaman

Na ako ay magiging ikaw

damdamin nati'y magsama

Laman ng puso ko'y ganyan din

ikaw ay narito sa akin

'di ko hahayaang mawalay

Dito ka sa aking piling

(Repeat Chorus)

BRIDGE:

Gagawin lahat (gagawin lahat)

Upang 'di magkalayo (upang 'di magkalayo)

Dito lang ako 'di kita iiwan

Kahit sandali 'di ko papayagan

Mawalay ka sa akin

Chorus:

Pag-ibig na kaya?

Pareho ang nadarama

Ito ba ang simula? 'di na mapipigilan

Pag-ibig na ito

Sana'y 'di matapos ang nadaramang ito

Pag-ibig na kaya ito (Pag-ibig na kaya ito)

Pagkat nararamdaman

Pag-ibig natagpuan

(Repeat Chorus)

That's life!

I open my blog today when I found out that the entry I posted yesterday has no title so I open that entry and edit it. Anyway, I just finished taking my Chemistry exam few hours ago. I was right with my instinct... it's hard. Good thing I was able to answer it but not sure if all of it was correct. I was just hoping that I'll pass. I also found out that Wei Lun's body was cremated. I was still sad and shocked that she already passed away. She's one of the best good looking actress in Taiwan and she's also very talented. But i can't do anything about it. All of us will go on that same situation, we just don't know when. All we have to do is to cherish life and make the most out of it. Everyday, I've come to realize that I'm getting more mature. I realize how beautiful life is and we should not waste it while we are still living. I also learned to love, cherish and value those people who are special and became a part of my life. It may sound corny but that's true. I'm just so sad to hear that some people who are close to my heart were already taken away from me. It's sad to think that I won't be able to see them or hear them speak.But that's life. As I've said, we don't hold it in our hands. We just have to make the most out of it and we should thank God for giving it to us.

Just to share...

I just went to school a earlier to submit my project in meal management. My professor was not there but I saw my other professor in the same college and ask her if Ma'am Wyme was still at the campus. She told me that she already went home and ask me of what I am holding in my hand. I told her that it was my project and it should be submitted to her. She told me that she'll just put my project in her table so I gave it to her. She also told me about our Cebu - Bohol trip and that she will meet us on Monday to tell us about the tour and to give the waiver. Haay! it will be an extra expenses again. Anyway, I looked for pictures of Kim Jung Hoon over the internet. I just love looking at his pictures...hehe! Now I'm a big fan of him. That's all I can say for now. I still have to study for my exam in General Chemistry. Hope I'll get good score in that subject 'cause it's quite hard. c,")

About Princess Hours

I'm now here to post a new entry on my blog. Hmmm... ano bang magandang ipost ngayon? Wala namang masyadong nangyari ngayon. I'm just a bit worried this morning because of my nephew, Xyrel. He got into a minor accident but thank God he's okey now. I also went to school to get my exam permit. My exam will start tomorrow until Saturday. Now, I'm here in front of the computer to post an entry. I've been searching a while a go for some mv's of Princess Hours and I saw this mv created by isabellawsw. I uploaded it on my account 'cause I really found the mv cute. I really love the series and I enjoy watching it. Though I want Yoon Eun Hye (CG/Janelle) to be pair with Kim Jung Hoon (Yul/Prince Troy) 'cause I like Jung Hoon more than Joo Ji Hoon (Shin/Prince Gian), I still watch the series 'cause it's really interesting. Actually, I love watching asianovelas. I also love asian personalities and even culture as well. I posted some pics of my favorite actor and actress of Goong/Princess Hours.

Facts about life...

Sometimes, you can't understand why some situation or incident happens. Life is indeed full of mistery. One minute you're happy then after a while you feel sad, grieving, hopeless."



When I read the news of Xu Wei Lun's death in the internet, I was so shocked. She died on the age of 28 and for me that was still young. She died because of the tragic car accident. Many people were grieving because of her death...Actually, including me. Some people might wonder why I was so affected by that incident when she doesn't even know who I was and I wasn't able to see her in person when she was still living. Maybe, I don't have to be sad for her lost but I am. She's one of my favorite actress in Taiwan and in some way she has touched my life. Every time I see her pictures, I was thinking that maybe if she survived from that accident then she will be working more and I will be able to see more of her dramas. But since she didn't all I can do is to pray for her and hope that she's already in a good place...there in heaven. This is also what I felt when my classmate died a few months ago. I was also shocked that time. He was only 18. Now, I learned that we really don't hold our own life. We can't tell when it will be taken away from us. It's really painful when the one who are close to us and the one who touched our lives in a special way will be gone and will not be back again. But that's the way life is. We should just accept it even if it's hard. We should continue living and try to be happy in our own ways.

My first post... c,")

Hmmm... my first post in my blog. Well, ano ba isusulat ko dito?... We had our alumni homecoming last Saturday ( January 27). I was happy 'cause I get to see my former classmates and batchmates. Sayang nga lang kasi hindi nakarating mga katropa ko. It would be better kung nandun sila. Actually, I miss them so much. Ang tagal ko na kasi silang hindi nakikita so I was hoping that I would get to see them but unfortunately they didn't make it because of some reasons. Haay... midterm exam na next week. Kailangan ko na ulit mag - aral to the max. Hope I can make good scores sa mga exams ko para mas matuwa sina mama. c")