Depression

Haay! buhay! Kakadepress! Bakit ba kasi may mga taong mahilig makialam sa buhay ng iba? Ano kayang napapala nila sa ganun? Buti na lang at mabait pa ko ngayon. Ang tanong, kelan ba ko magiging salbahe o masama? Lagi naman akong mabait sa ibang tao kaya minsan umaabuso na sila... kakainis! Basta sana lang h'wag na nila kong pakialaman kasi wala rin naman akong pakialam sa kanila... 'yun lang! Kung wala silang magawa sa buhay nila eh! pabayaan na lang nila akong mag - isa... Sana lang!!!!

The People I Miss Most!

Hey Jessie, how are you? I miss you, Take care... those messages are the one I usually received as a comment in my friendster account and even in my e - mail. Kumusta ka na? Hmmm... Kumusta na nga ba ako? I realized just now that I've been missing a lot of people in my life. Ewan ko ba! Parang out of no where eh! bigla akong nag - emote at naisip ko silang lahat. Nahawa na yata ako kay ate Neym sa pagkamiss n'ya sa mga mahal n'ya sa buhay... hehehe! And now I'm also missing those people who has been a big part of my life. At dahil nga namiss ko na silang lahat, I decided to give a message to all of them.

St. Augustine class: my classmates in High School, we guys rock! The best pa rin ang class natin sa lahat until now. Hope to see you all soon.

My cousins: ate clang, kuya ayan and kuya jon... I miss you mga insan. Hope to see you again soon. Ate clang, ang dami kong chika sa'yo. Sana magkita na ulit tayo pag - uwi mo sa Palocpoc. Kuya ayan, goodluck sa work. H'wag masyadong pakapagod kasi baka lalo kang pumayat. Kuya jon, miss na rin kita. Ikumusta mo na lang ako kay ate weng at sa inaanak kong si Jade. Love ko talaga kayo mga insans. See you soon!

My makukulit na tropa back in high school: Jaymee, Jamie, and Minna... I miss you guys. Wala na kong makukulit na sisters ngayon. Miss ko na ang mga chitchats at food trip. Jaymee, you're a mom now. Nakakagulat pero that's your decision kaya I'll support you if that what makes you happy. Just take good care of my god daughter, Jham. Jamie, paramdam ka naman. Miss na rin kita. Minna, lagi naman tayong magkatext eh!... hehe! Magt'yaga ka muna d'yan sa mga badings d'yan sa dlsu - d... hehehe! H'wag kang masyadong mainip kasi darating din 'yun. ^_^

Mga kaservice ko: Aj, Quennie and Carleen... Kelan kaya matutuloy ang gala natin na kasama na ko? Lagi na lang kasing napopost poned at kung natuloy man eh! di naman ako kasama. Kwinz and Chin, goodluck sa mga lovelife n'yo. Hope you guys are both happy. Aj, we're good girls right?... haha! Just inform me kung meron ka na rin. ^_^

My DLSU - D buddies: Jannielou and Gina... we're not on the same school now but you guys will always be my buddies. I miss you both! Salamat sa mga quotes... haha!

Zhel and Den, my best buds in UPHG... I miss you both. Mas o.k. talaga kung nandun kayo sa school kasi mas light ang feeling ko. Den, when will you go back to school? I miss our chats pati na 'yung food trip natin nina Zhel. Zhel, another mom now, always remember that I'm just here for you. See you at Kyle's Christianing.

Wilbur and Mae, my seatmates and best buds when I was still in high school and until now... Adek, how's life? I miss being called "Pare". Wala na ring nangungurot sa'kin ngayon... hahaha! No one can replace you as the adek of Augustine. Thanks for being open to me. You know that I'm just here for you always. Mae, my partner in crime, miss ko na ang physics days natin pati na ang panakaw na pagkain natin during that class period. Miss ko na rin ang mga tawanan at trip natin lalo na 'pag time ng physics... haha! Miss na kita...sobra!

Jacob, my buddy since 2nd. year high: You're a really good swimmer and I'm really proud of your achievements. I'm really proud of you. 'Di ko alam kung bakit hindi ako nagagalit sa'yo 'pag tinatawag mo kong ate... hehe! I really miss your kakulitan. Thank you sa mga teddy bears na binibigay mo sa'kin nung high school tuwing Christmas. Don't worry kasi inaalagaan ko silang mabuti. Namimiss ko na rin ang pangungulit at pamimilit mo sa'kin na kumanta. Mas nadevelop yata ang boses ko dahil sa'yo... haha! Thank you for being a nice friend. I miss you little bro! ^_^

Steph, my asianovela buddy: You're really talented when it comes to writing. I really love the stories and poems you write. Ikaw din nag - inspire sa'kin na magsulat so I also love writing now. Miss ko na rin ang kwentuhan natin though lagi naman tayong nagkakatext. Mas o.k. pa rin kung kaharap kita... hehe! Ang sarap mo kasing kausap kasi pareho tayo ng trip. We both have an addiction to Asian series, movies and stuff. You're also a good friend and adviser. Thank you sa mga e - mails. Hope to see you soon. I miss you so much! ^_^

My beloved tropa at sobrang love ko: Bryan, Dale, Cha and Kendle... I miss you all! Bryan, kelan kaya ulit ang next videoke day natin nina RJ? Kakamiss na, ang tagal na nun eh! Good luck sa studies and lovelife. Dale, I really miss your voice. We both know that we really love music. Hope to hear you sing again soon and hopefully makita rin kita sa tv 'pag sumali ka na ng singing contest. Cha, nanood ka ba ng concert ng Sponge sa RC? Kainis kasi di ako nakanood. 'Di ko tuloy nakita si Yael... haha! I miss you! Kendle, miss ko na ang kwentuhan natin sa text. Hope to hear from you again soon. I love you guys!!!

RJ, my best best friend in the whole world... I'm so happy that you're finally reaching your dream. You've been through a lot and I'm glad to see you as a better person. Tayo ang ultimate dramatista sa lahat... hehehe! Thanks for being my best friend and brother. We two are really tight. Sana magkita na ulit tayo after your school sa PNPA. I really miss your jokes. You know that I'm always here for you no matter what. You're my favorite guy... hehe! I really miss our chats. Thanks for being so open to me at sa pagsunod mo sa mga advices ko. No one can replace you for being my best friend in the whole world... haha! I really miss you, hyung!See you soon! ^_^

I think I already mention all those people that I miss. I just hope that they're all doing o.k. and hopefully I could have a chance to see them again soon. I really miss them. Take good care of yourselves guys! I love you all so much!!!

On Valentine's Day

It's Feb. 14 again, Valentine's day. Well, what's new with this day? For those who have someone beside them then this day is so special but for those who don't have, this is just an ordinary day. For me, Valentine's day is not just for couples. The meaning of Valentine's day is not just about going on dates, giving gifts and stuff. It's a day when we share our love to all the people around us not just for one person. It's when we give importance to our families, friends and relatives and making them feel how important they are in our lives... that's the real meaning of Valentine's day. I bet some of you won't agree with me right? Well, it's how I think of it. That's what it means to me. I'm not saying this because I'm single. In fact, I'm happy being single... believe it or not. It even makes me realize that this day will became more valuable if I think of those people around me, of those people that I already have in my life. And besides, I don't look for one right now. I'm better off like this cause I know God will give him to me at the right place and time. I'm happy to celebrate this day with my family and friends and if one day God will already give me my hwang - ja, I will still find time to celebrate this day with them. This is what Valentine's day really means to me. So to all of you, be good to everyone and spread the love. Happy Heart's day! Happy Valentine's Day everyone!!! ^_^