Friday, October 12, 2007

Major head ache

I haven't updated my blog for almost a month. I've been very busy lately with all the school works... research work, feasibility study, exams and a lot lot more. Now, I'm preparing for our presentation for our French Festival. It was a group presentation but I was assigned as the leader of our group so I have to take full responsibility for that. My brain is turning like wheels already and I'm having a lot of problems and worries in school. It's a major head ache for me... you know, it's a group project but then I was the only one who took effort to make it and finish it on time. I always come home late and when I came home, my parents have eaten their dinner already so I have to eat alone. I never stay in our house the whole day cause I still need to finish all those stuff. I'm always tired. A lot of people said that I'm losing weight. Maybe it's because I always sleep late and I wake up early to prepare for my exams and finish all the task I need to do. I love studying and going to school but I also need to take a rest. If only my group mates help me with our presentation then it will be a lot easier. But the worse part is, they didn't and even if I force them to help me, they still don't want. They still don't do their part. I'm also worried about one thing, I'm having issues in school which are not true. I don't know how to deal with it. Maybe I'll just try to ignore whatever those rude people say. Now, I'm really excited to have my sem break so I could have even just a little time to take a rest. I still have a week for this sem. I really hope time flies at this moment. Haaay! what a life. Maybe I should just accept the fact that this is how my life is going to be at the moment. That my world will revolve around my studies, my school. Anyway, I know that I'm a strong person and I could handle all these things all by myself. God will always be with me.