Poem

Writing is one of my greatest hobby. Whenever I'm bored or I have nothing else to do, I usually write. My friends knew about it cause they are the ones who usually read my work... (and I thank them for reading it though it's not that good). Last Monday night, I'm on our dining room doing my school work. It's already 12 am when I finished it but I'm not sleepy yet so I decided to get my pen and paper and write something. Then I come up with a 6 stanza poem. I never thought that I'll be able to write it because I find it hard to find the right words to match the first line. I'm so happy that I'm able to write a poem again after a long time. I thought I already forgot how to write but I did maybe because I've struggled a lot during the past few days. Now, I decided to post that poem here in my blog since this serves as my diary. O.k. enough of the sayings... here's what I'm talking about:

EACH TIME I GET WEAK

There are so many questions in my mind

Looking for answers but I still can't find

Feeling so broken and lost inside

Just like a lost little child.

There are times that I want to give up

Wishing all this pain to stop

Sometimes people makes me feel like a crap

That I hope they'll just get off my back.

There are a lot of things that they can't understand

But I just keep it within and let them say what they want

And sometimes they became rude that I just can't stand

Those times that I felt I'm holding sand in my hands.

But just when I thought I'm all alone

Someone took my hand and lead me home

Give me a shelter when I was cold

And with his hands all my worries are gone.

There's always a rainbow after the rain

A cure in every person's pain

Now I don't care whatever people will say

Cause I know God is with me all the way.

So when the time comes that I'll be trapped or tricked

I won't be afraid and will still reach the peak

And though there'll be a moment that I won't be able to speak

I know He'll be there each time I get weak.

Hope you like my poem! Happy reading!!!

Finding the Missing Me

My first post for this year. I've been busy with school... as usual. I'm always busy at school right? And I'm already used to it. It's just that I realized that I'm getting out of sync for a past few days. What's happening? It seems like I've been out of myself that I forgot some of my responsibilities as a student and that I've been stucked somewhere else that I can't find away to get back to my old self, to my usual things. My grades was good but I've noticed that it's a bit lower than before. I'm still wondering why it's like that and now I keep asking myself what's really happening with me. Now, I realize that I better get myself back. I should find the missing person that I am so I'm starting to be what I was before and even make myself better. I'm starting to regain what I lose. I'm studying more so I could make my grades up and though it gives me a lot of pressure, I still give my best to do it. Just like what I always say to myself, I will never quit. I can do it... aja!!!