cHinita's hidden sanctuary

A Quick Update

2009-06-25T13:00:00.004+08:00

I haven't updated my blog for two months and now, I don't know how to start my new post... really. I've been staring at the monitor for quite a while before I started typing this entry. It's really hard when you have a lot of things to share and you don't know how to say it. A lot of things happened to me for the past few months. I had my practicum and I was absorbed right after I finished it and just before I graduated from College, meaning I've been working just before I graduated. I finished my practicum last April 5 and I started working on April 6 then I graduated on April 14. Dire - diretso at walang pahinga. That's the reason why I did not pay much attention on blogging in the past few months. Hindi ko na s'ya masyadong naiintindi dahil sa mga 'yun. Kahit sa AF, hindi na rin ako masyadong nakakabisita kaya na - demote na rin ako from being on Members + to AF Newbie... haay! Now I need to post more to be promoted again. Last Saturday, nag - undertime ako because of stomach and back ache. Bago pa ko makauwi, dinala na ako ng katrabaho ko sa clinic kasi namumutla na raw ako. Then our company physician examined me and asked me some questions about my health. He also gave me a referal. Kailangan ko daw magpa - urinalysis at CBC kasi baka daw may UTI na ako. Pero hanggang ngayon eh! hindi ko pa rin s'ya nagagawa. Pinilit ko pa ring magtrabaho that day pero sa sobrang sakit eh! hindi ko na kinaya so I had to go home at 3pm. Undertime tuloy ako ng 2 hours. Dapat kasi 5pm pa ko mag - a - out. Buti na lang after I went home and took medicines eh! naging o.k. na ko at hindi ko na kinailangang umabsent kinabukasan. It's a good thing din na nurse si ate. She told me what medicine to take tapos pinakain nila ko. Ngayon naman, I had cough and colds. Maybe it's because of the weather. Uulan - aaraw kasi kaya maraming nagkakasakit... hay naku! I just hope I get well before Saturday or else I won't be able to go to work. Aja! Fighting!

After A Decade of Absence... haha!

2009-04-16T18:57:00.002+08:00

Ang tagal kong hindi nakapagpost sa blog ko at namiss ko rin talaga s'ya (trip kong magtagalog ngayon... hehe!) Well, maraming dahilan kung bakit matagal akong nawala... maraming marami! Hindi pa rin nga ako makakabalik ng tuluyan ngayon kasi hindi pa rin tapos ang maraming gawain... tsk! tsk! tsk! Dumaan lang talaga ako dito para magpost kahit maikling entry lang. Sa susunod na ulit ang mga kwento ko. ^_^

Studies, Practicum and School Publication

2009-01-24T20:19:00.006+08:00

I failed to post an entry yesterday. It was already 8 in the evening when I finished my duty at Royale Tagaytay. I arrived home at 8:30 and I was so exhausted so I thought of posting this entry tonight instead after I went home from school. I go to school every Monday, Thursday and Saturday and have my duty on the four remaining days. I also need to attend whenever a meeting is held for our school publication. So I have three major priorities now, my studies, my practicum and our school publication where I was a Literary Editor. To be honest, I feel really beat most of the time. It's tiring to go to school, fulfill my responsibilities as one of the editors of our school publication and at the same time have my duty at the country club which is a major requirement since I'm already a graduating student. I always went home late and I can hardly eat dinner with my family. When I arrived home, my family has already eaten their dinner so I have to eat alone. I realized that it's not so good to eat when you're all by yourself. I also miss watching the telly in the afternoon... those simple things that I used to do before when I still went home early or I don't have classes. I'm not complaining or anything (or did I?... haha!). I just miss being at home 'cause it seems like I'm just a boarder in our house. I went home just to change clothes, eat dinner and sleep then take a bath, eat breakfast and went already to have my duty or go to school the next day. That's how my life's been going on now. When I went home at night, I'm already tired that I sometimes fell asleep even if I'm still watching the television with my parents. I know it's part of being a senior student in college. You have to go through times like this wherein you will experience how hard it is to work. Now I miss school even more. Though I still went there to attend for my 3 remaining subjects, it's not the same anymore. I also miss my friends who are also having their practicum. We barely see each other now. We only have the time to see and talk to each other during their day off and when I go to school to attend my classes. Alma's (my best friend) class schedule is not the same as mine 'cause we have different subjects to complete since we left few subjects when we transfer in our school few years ago.

I can say that this are the busiest days for me and it will still be the next 2 months. But thank God that I'm able to fulfill all my priorities though it really makes me exhausted most of the time. I thank him that He's giving me enough strength to do all my tasks. I know everything will be o.k. and I'll be able to finish all of these until our graduation comes. I'll try to do things better. May God Bless me more. God bless everyone of us.

P.S. I still have my duty tomorrow and it's midterm exams next week. Aja! Fighting! ^_^

Just a note...

2009-01-22T20:35:00.002+08:00

Pretty tired today. I'll update my blog tomorrow...

My Major Dilemma... as of the moment

2009-01-09T16:00:00.015+08:00

I was supposed to have my New Year post but then laziness attacks me and at the same time I ran out of ideas so I decided not to post anymore. So this will be my first post this year. My New Year's great. Me, mama and my sister - in - law were the one who cooked for New Year's eve. My other older siblings spent their New Year in their own houses since they already have their own families. Only my brother (3rd. child) and his family were with us since they are living in our house. I'm also happy because they celebrate New Year with us with an addition to our family. Kuya has been blessed with a cute baby boy and he's now 2 months old

Now, New Year's over and were back to our normal lives... back to school. I went to Tagaytay Highlands last Wednesday to have my interview for my practicum. I was so nervous the night before 'cause I don't know if I will pass or not in the interview. I know I should not feel that way because my sister who's working there as a nurse was the one who help me to be able to get in but it will still be me who will be interviewed so I can't help but be nervous. My parents also scolded me that night because of that. So the day of the interview came and I'm so thankful that it went well. I was able to pass and was assigned at the laundry section of the housekeeping department. They told me that they will also transfer me to the kitchen department when other practicumers finished and there will be available slot. The HR department told me that I just need to comply with the requirements and I will start my practicum next week. There's no more problem for me... I thought. But then, my oldest sister texted my dad and told me that I could also have my practicum at Royale Tagaytay. So I went there earlier to have another interview. I was also accepted.

So what is the problem now

The problem is, I don't know which establishment should I choose to have my practicum. Since both of the establishment accepted me, it became my major dilemma that I don't know where to report. Both establishments are known here in Tagaytay and maybe even outside the city so it's very difficult for me to choose. Both also have nice facilities and pleasant employees. Until now, I don't know which to choose. I just hope I'll be able to make a wise decision so I won't be having any regrets in the end. It's really hard. I pray that I will be able to choose what's best for me. My problem will be shallow for others but being in this position, you will also understand how it feels. I just hope I'll be able to solve this. May God bless me!

Entrance of Royale Tagaytay Country Club

Royale Tagaytay Country Club Main Entrance

Royale Tagaytay Country Club Bar zone/Main Dining

Tagaytay Highlands Golf and Country Club

This one's from Liza

2008-12-22T19:57:00.001+08:00

Got a gift from Liza, my on line buddy. Here it is:

Thanks Liza! ^_^

In Memory of Marky

2008-12-12T15:04:00.009+08:00

It was after Manny Pacquaio's dream match when me and my sister - in - law heard about Marky Cielo's sudden death. We were still tuning in the Kapuso network for further updates about the fight on Showbiz Central when Pia announced that Marky already passed away last Sunday morning. So our initial reaction was we still couldn't believe it. Marky is so young (we are just on the same age) and he could still do a lot of things in his life and his career as an artist. When that news first came out on that show, we can't help but ask what's the cause of his death. We couldn't believe that for such a young age, Marky will passed away just like that. As far as I know, Marky is really a nice guy. He's one of those artists in GMA whom I like not only for his great talent as an artist but also a person who keeps his feet on the ground. It makes me sad that at such a young age and at the peak of his career, he will suddenly leave this world. It really hurts me when someone dies especially when I know the person. I know I shouldn't be so affected of what happened to him but I am and I don't know why. Maybe it's because of what happened to my cousin. He died in Saudi Arabia, 40 days before Marky's death. He died because of aneurysm. When Marky died last Sunday, it was my cousin's 40 days. His death was so painful for us because he died without someone close to him. He died in other country 'cause he works there for the sake of his family. By that, I know how Marky's family and friends feel. It's really hard to lose someone close to us. I just hope that they will be able to know the cause of his death. Time will heal all the wounds and soon we will be able to move on to our lives. Condolence to his family and those people who love him.

Still on hiatus

2008-11-09T20:24:00.002+08:00

Classes will start again tommorow. I don't know when will I be posting an entry again. This is it for now.

Busy as ever!

2008-10-11T14:16:00.001+08:00

Busy! busy! busy! I've been bombarded by paper and research works and until now I'm still working on it. But at least I only have one left out of those few papers that I need to do. My head's spinning already and I can't help my dizziness. It's really hard when you're being sleep deprive... haay! So, what am I going to do next? Hmmm... finish my remaining paper works! Maybe if I'm done then I could share what happened during our tour last October 3 to 5. But for now, I need to have my work done before I fail any of my subjects. I've been ranting about it for a couple of days then later realized that it's also my fault. I'm not like the person I am before who always put things to its proper place... "ang tamad ko na pala ngayon". I better get myself back before it's too late... that's a warn for myself!

Kwon Sang Woo Finds His Match

2008-07-25T16:16:00.018+08:00

"Son Tae Young Getting Abuse From Marrying Kwon Sang Woo", I was browsing on AF news portal a week ago when this article caught my attention. I read the whole article and found out that Kwon Sang Woo was really engage to Son Tae Young and that they will be married on September 28. So my initial reaction was "I thought Kim Ha Neul was his girlfriend" then suddenly go to the search engine to look for news about them. Really, Son Tae Young is Kwon Sang Woo's girl now and she's not just an ordinary girl in his life, she's his fiance. The news of them being engaged has been the talk of the town over the internet. Son Tae Young was also being criticized saying that she is not suited to be Kwon Sang Woo's wife. But Kwon Sang Woo defended her and said that he accepted Son Tae Young with all his heart and that he is in love with her as Son Tae Young and not as somebody else. Here's his message that he posted on his fancafe:

"These people (reporters and antis) never stops blabbering…I’m tearing as I’m writing this.

Is this the right way for these reporters and people to pass judgement about my wedding? Who has the right to judge my decision and about my wife?

Son Tae Young has suffered lots of hurt from the media. Her actions and past relationships are all laid out bare for all to see, but…

I have also experienced relationships and breakups. I’m not asking for you to understand and accept Son Tae Young. I just know that my opinion is the most important thing.

I, Kwon Sang Woo am not in love and getting married with a Miss Korea. I am really in love and getting married with a woman. I really don’t like the media fabricating stuff like she’s pregnant, comparing my marriage with Yoo Jae Suk, etc…

Money, fame. If you just look up to these, there won’t be an end to it. Let’s work a bit more, let’s earn a bit more money, let’s accumulate more popularity. There are people who gives up their love because of that. I don’t want to do that."

I know Son Tae Young is a good woman. Though her past relationships did not go well, I think it's not right that people judge her for that. Kwon Sang Woo also said that she is close to his mom and that she takes care of her. Maybe that's the reason why he fell for her. He loves his mom so much and he always wants to have a wife who loves his mom the way he loves her.

I admire Kwon Sang Woo for defending Son Tae Young. He only proves that he really loves her and that he's always ready to protect her. I admire him for standing for his wife in a situation like this. And though there are a lot of obstacles that will come their way, I know that they will get through it as long as they are together.

By that, I wish them all the luck in their married life.Congratulations to Sang Woo oppa and Tae Young unni! The future Mr. and Mrs. Kwon. ^_^

One of the Biggest Decision I made in my Life

2008-06-26T13:13:00.005+08:00

What would you do if you need to choose between two things that you both like? Which would you choose? Why am I asking this questions? Well, let just say that I've made one of the most important decision in my life just yesterday. It's between our graduation and the chance for me to have my practicum in Singapore. The interview will be held today at the agency. Almost all of my classmates will go there to give it a try and some for their second interview. The first interview was last May 16 and it was held at our school but I did not try either. The reason? I was an irregualr HRM student and I still have 6 units next semester. Regular students doesn't have units at all next semester and they will just have their practicum. It will be easy for them to decide since they are all free to have their practicum wherever they want after this semester but sad to say it's not the same with my case. If I go try with them and I get accepted then I need to sacrifice my graduation, meaning I won't be able to attend my graduation on the same day that they will have it because I still have another sem to finish my degree. I don't want that to happen. I know I could still graduate with other batch but I think it will be better if I could have my graduation the same day that my classmates had it. So what did I choose? I choose not to join them instead and finish my units this coming semester. In short, I choose to have my graduation. My decision might be wrong 'cause I let the opportunity pass just like that but I've already decided and I should stand by it. I might lose one of the greatest opportunity in my life but I know I'll be happy going on stage on the day of our graduation and accept my diploma by myself with my parents watching me. Just like what Carleen told me, I've made the right decision 'cause we will graduate from College only once and there will be another opportunity for me to go to Singapore and work there. When that opportunity comes, I surely won't let go of it. This may not be the time for me to have it but I truely believe that I would be able to have it again one day 'cause I won't just stop here. I'll keep on dreaming and do whatever it takes to reach that dream. Jia You! Fight!!!

Omo!!!

2008-06-12T16:03:00.004+08:00

It's been a while. I don't know where to start now. Hmmm... I finished watching Hello Miss last week and now I'm on episode 12 of Silence. I'm watching the series again though I've already watched it on local channel. Still can't get enough of Wei Yi and Shen Shen. Hopefully I'll be able to make reviews when I finished it same thing with Hello Miss. I think I should post something interesting here in my blog other than telling everyone of what's happening with me and my studies. I already think it's boring... hahaha! I'm also planning to change my blog's layout. Hope I could have enough time to do all this stuff before I start to be busy with school again.

School it is!

2008-03-29T13:25:00.010+08:00

Finally, our catering activity was over. Kahit nakakapagod, nagawa pa rin namin s'ya kahapon. Rest day naman ngayon. Vacation na nung mga walang summer class pero ako may klase pa rin... haay! Aral pa rin to the max. Ang hussle nga lang ng enrollment for summer class kasi nakailang balik ako just to finish it and not to mention nabadtrip pa ako kasi kulang 'yung perang dala kong pang - down nung mag - enroll ako last Thursday so I have to go back the next day. Ayun, kinabukasan habang nagsisimula nang magluto 'yung ibang classmates kong assign sa food sa foodlab eh! nagpaalam muna ko para ipagpatuloy ang enrollment. Buti na lang at nagawan ko ng paraan kung pa'no ako makakagawa sa foodlab and at the same time eh! nag - eenroll... talented! haha! Snick - snick na lang habang hindi masyadong busy sa foodlab. I already have a class on Monday. Straight na naman ang klase ko, Sunday lang ang pahinga... saya di ba? Pero o.k. lang 'yun para naman productive ang summer ko. Hopefully, sa next semester eh! magfit in 'yung schedule ng mga back subjects ko sa mga regular subjects para makasabay akong grumaduate sa mga classmates ko. Hirap talaga 'pag transferee ka and at the same time eh! shiftee... Kaya ko 'to! Aja!!!

I found this pic at Beth's friendster account. Kumusta naman ang itsura ko d'yan? Reyna ba ng mga dugyot ang porma? That was taken last March 15 during our Arts Appreciation class. That's before we perform our so - called "dance". Ang galing ko lang namang magkalat... haha! Buti na lang at tapos na 'yun. Hatest activity of all time ko na yata ang pagsayaw. Di ko na talaga gagawin 'yun ulit... haha!

Lagi na lang akong busy sa school. Nakasanayan ko na rin. Pinagduduty rin ako ni Ma'am Cathy sa Vox ngayong summer. Buti na lang at may long vacant hour ako in between subjects 'pag Thursday, Friday at Saturday. Makakapagduty talaga ko. Yehey! new staffer na talaga ako. At least ngayon hindi na labag sa'kin ang magduty or magspend ng time dahil gusto ko naman 'yung ginagawa ko.

School... school... school! It's always school. I love schooling kahit minsan eh! nakakatamad din at nakakaburaot. I'll surely miss this after I graduate. Pati 'yung mga classmates at mga katropa kong makukulit at s'yempre ang mga profs namin who serves as our parents in school. I learn to love them all though minsan eh! nakakainis sila. We only have a year left before we went out of the institution. I'm happy that in a few run left, we're going to reach the finish line. ^_^

Struggling to death!

2008-03-19T19:07:00.007+08:00

Finally start na ng summer vacation. Haay! ang dami ko na namang struggles this sem and now eto bakasyon na. Teka! sa pagkakaalam ko eh! may summer class pa ko... hindi pala talaga 'ko magbabakasyon. I only have few weeks tapos pasok na ulit sa school... haay! ang saya talaga ng buhay ko. Walang pahinga. After I said a lot of stupid things about our dance practice eh! eto para pa rin akong praning. I ate up all I said at sumayaw pa rin ako nung Saturday sa Arts Appreciation class namin. Ang galing ko ngang magkalat eh! Well, I have no choice but to do it. Narealize ko kasi na ayokong magkaron ng incomplete na grade so kahit labag sa loob ko na gawin 'yun because of my two left feet and stiff body eh! ginawa ko pa rin but I swear, I'll never want to do that again... never! At matapos 'yun eh! nacorrupt pa ang mga files ko sa thumb drive ko dahil sa virus sa laptop ni Ma'am kaya ayun, ginawa ko ulit 'yung powerpoint presentation ko sa Teaching Strategy which was supposed to be passed on Tuesday. Tapos na sana ko kung hindi nacorrupt 'yung files ko. At dahil nga ginawa ko s'ya for just a day eh! mukha akong adik na racoon kinabukasan pagpasok ko sa school... kulang sa tulog at walang kain... hah! how lucky can I get? Buti na lang at naayos ko rin lahat and I was able to pass all my school work on time. Thank God for that. At kahit hindi masyadong maganda ang araw ko nun eh! may maganda pa ring nangyari sa'kin. I was accepted as a staffer sa Vox, 'yung school paper namin. I'm so happy. After ng maraming rejections na nangyari sa'kin nung high school sa pag - aapply ko sa school paper eh! finally natanggap na rin ako. Ngayon pwede na munang magpahinga ang utak at katawan ko even for just a week or two... yehey!!! After nito eh! pasok na ulit sa 26 para sa meeting sa catering namin then sa 28 sa actual catering day. Tapos enrollment na rin that week for summer class. Hectic na ulit ang sked. Sanay na rin ako. Ganito naman lagi ang buhay ko so I'm already used to it. Nag - eenjoy naman akong mag - aral kahit most of the time eh! nakakapraning ang buhay ko sa school. I'm sure mamimiss ko rin ang pag - aaral after I graduate kaya susulitin ko na habang nag - aaral pa ko. I'll just do my best para naman maging maganda ang grades ko lagi... Aja!!! ^_^

Just one of my hell days on my hell week...

2008-03-12T14:29:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's my mom's birthday and I was supposed to be happy but it seems that the world don't allow me to be. My day's been ruined. How could you be happy if people don't even care to understand how you feel? That's pretty patethic. We had our exams in the morning and it was supposed to be at 7 am but our proctor didn't arrive. We waited so long for someone to go in our room to look for us while we are having our exams but it was already 8 am and still no one came and our exams haven't started yet. So che, marvin and me decided to go to the office and ask who will be our substitute proctor but it's as if they don't know who will take over... that's the start of everything. And so we waited 'till someone went to our room and give us our exams. It was already 9 when we started it. Before we started, our proctor asked us about our exam permit. We are not allowed to take our exams without the permit because it's already finals. So what happened? Ayun, 7 lang kaming nag - exam sa technical writing at 3 sa business policy. Hindi kasi sila inallowed ng proctor na mag - take ng exam dahil wala silang permit. After the exams, me and my groupmates decided to have our dance practice for the presentation on Saturday. That presentation will be our final exam in Humanities: Arts Appreciation. Nakapagpractice na naman kami nung nakaraan at may nabuo na rin kaming steps. Finally, nasusundan ko na rin s'ya after I suffer too much para lang makuha 'yung mga 'yun. Then later afternoon, my classmate told me and my other group mates that there will be someone who will teach us the dance. I supposed dadagdagan lang n'ya 'yung steps na nabuo na namin at pinractice ng ilang araw pero nagulat na lang ako when all of the steps were changed.... hah! What do you expect me to feel? After ng ilang araw naming pagparactice at ilang araw kong pag - iisip kung pano 'ko magpepresent sa Saturday, eto binago na lahat. I really feel bad that time. Sino ba namang hindi di ba? I know that they know that I'm bad in dancing. I don't want to do it and I will never do it for no reason. Kung hindi dahil sa grade 'yun then they can never asked me to do it. But it seems that they don't understand. I know it's not their fault that I was born with stiff body and two left feet. it's neither my fault. O.k. lang sana if the steps were easy to follow pero hindi. Well siguro for them it's easy pero para sa'kin? Baka sampung taon bago ko matutunan lahat 'yun. Sounds shallow pero if they will gonna ask me, I really want to quit. Kung hindi maha - hang 'yung grade ko kung magkuquit ako eh! di matagal ko nang ginawa 'cause I really don't want to do it. Kung music na lang sana 'yan eh! di hindi ko na 'yan poproblemahin. I'd sing happily in front of the class. Pero wala naman akong choice eh! 'Yun kasi ang sinabi sa'min. Now, I was thinking if I will attend our class on Saturday or I'll lock myself inside my room so no one will disturb me. Ayoko na talaga! Sila na lang sumayaw dun tutal gusto naman nila 'yun. I'm not mad at them and I shouldn't get mad at them dahil lahat naman kami gagawin 'yun. It's just that I can't force myself to do things that I don't want, that I can't. I know my capacity. Sarili ko 'to kaya alam ko kung ano ang kaya kong gawin at hindi. If only they understand that. I don't want to humiliate myself in front of the whole class and be tagged as "trying hard" or wait for the next day when the whole world will tell me that "you're such a jerk in the dance floor" or something like "She's the dancing bamboo, trying to make her way up"... damn! I feel like I'm in hell and I was doing a hell shitty thing and I'm making the whole presentation looks like hell that I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Oh! God help me with this. Don't wanna be on hell anymore. Last week and this week's like hell for me. I just want to take a break.

Depression

2008-02-24T12:37:00.001+08:00

Haay! buhay! Kakadepress! Bakit ba kasi may mga taong mahilig makialam sa buhay ng iba? Ano kayang napapala nila sa ganun? Buti na lang at mabait pa ko ngayon. Ang tanong, kelan ba ko magiging salbahe o masama? Lagi naman akong mabait sa ibang tao kaya minsan umaabuso na sila... kakainis! Basta sana lang h'wag na nila kong pakialaman kasi wala rin naman akong pakialam sa kanila... 'yun lang! Kung wala silang magawa sa buhay nila eh! pabayaan na lang nila akong mag - isa... Sana lang!!!!

The People I Miss Most!

2008-02-18T20:15:00.013+08:00

Hey Jessie, how are you? I miss you, Take care... those messages are the one I usually received as a comment in my friendster account and even in my e - mail. Kumusta ka na? Hmmm... Kumusta na nga ba ako? I realized just now that I've been missing a lot of people in my life. Ewan ko ba! Parang out of no where eh! bigla akong nag - emote at naisip ko silang lahat. Nahawa na yata ako kay ate Neym sa pagkamiss n'ya sa mga mahal n'ya sa buhay... hehehe! And now I'm also missing those people who has been a big part of my life. At dahil nga namiss ko na silang lahat, I decided to give a message to all of them.

St. Augustine class: my classmates in High School, we guys rock! The best pa rin ang class natin sa lahat until now. Hope to see you all soon.

My cousins: ate clang, kuya ayan and kuya jon... I miss you mga insan. Hope to see you again soon. Ate clang, ang dami kong chika sa'yo. Sana magkita na ulit tayo pag - uwi mo sa Palocpoc. Kuya ayan, goodluck sa work. H'wag masyadong pakapagod kasi baka lalo kang pumayat. Kuya jon, miss na rin kita. Ikumusta mo na lang ako kay ate weng at sa inaanak kong si Jade. Love ko talaga kayo mga insans. See you soon!

My makukulit na tropa back in high school: Jaymee, Jamie, and Minna... I miss you guys. Wala na kong makukulit na sisters ngayon. Miss ko na ang mga chitchats at food trip. Jaymee, you're a mom now. Nakakagulat pero that's your decision kaya I'll support you if that what makes you happy. Just take good care of my god daughter, Jham. Jamie, paramdam ka naman. Miss na rin kita. Minna, lagi naman tayong magkatext eh!... hehe! Magt'yaga ka muna d'yan sa mga badings d'yan sa dlsu - d... hehehe! H'wag kang masyadong mainip kasi darating din 'yun. ^_^

Mga kaservice ko: Aj, Quennie and Carleen... Kelan kaya matutuloy ang gala natin na kasama na ko? Lagi na lang kasing napopost poned at kung natuloy man eh! di naman ako kasama. Kwinz and Chin, goodluck sa mga lovelife n'yo. Hope you guys are both happy. Aj, we're good girls right?... haha! Just inform me kung meron ka na rin. ^_^

My DLSU - D buddies: Jannielou and Gina... we're not on the same school now but you guys will always be my buddies. I miss you both! Salamat sa mga quotes... haha!

Zhel and Den, my best buds in UPHG... I miss you both. Mas o.k. talaga kung nandun kayo sa school kasi mas light ang feeling ko. Den, when will you go back to school? I miss our chats pati na 'yung food trip natin nina Zhel. Zhel, another mom now, always remember that I'm just here for you. See you at Kyle's Christianing.

Wilbur and Mae, my seatmates and best buds when I was still in high school and until now... Adek, how's life? I miss being called "Pare". Wala na ring nangungurot sa'kin ngayon... hahaha! No one can replace you as the adek of Augustine. Thanks for being open to me. You know that I'm just here for you always. Mae, my partner in crime, miss ko na ang physics days natin pati na ang panakaw na pagkain natin during that class period. Miss ko na rin ang mga tawanan at trip natin lalo na 'pag time ng physics... haha! Miss na kita...sobra!

Jacob, my buddy since 2nd. year high: You're a really good swimmer and I'm really proud of your achievements. I'm really proud of you. 'Di ko alam kung bakit hindi ako nagagalit sa'yo 'pag tinatawag mo kong ate... hehe! I really miss your kakulitan. Thank you sa mga teddy bears na binibigay mo sa'kin nung high school tuwing Christmas. Don't worry kasi inaalagaan ko silang mabuti. Namimiss ko na rin ang pangungulit at pamimilit mo sa'kin na kumanta. Mas nadevelop yata ang boses ko dahil sa'yo... haha! Thank you for being a nice friend. I miss you little bro! ^_^

Steph, my asianovela buddy: You're really talented when it comes to writing. I really love the stories and poems you write. Ikaw din nag - inspire sa'kin na magsulat so I also love writing now. Miss ko na rin ang kwentuhan natin though lagi naman tayong nagkakatext. Mas o.k. pa rin kung kaharap kita... hehe! Ang sarap mo kasing kausap kasi pareho tayo ng trip. We both have an addiction to Asian series, movies and stuff. You're also a good friend and adviser. Thank you sa mga e - mails. Hope to see you soon. I miss you so much! ^_^

My beloved tropa at sobrang love ko: Bryan, Dale, Cha and Kendle... I miss you all! Bryan, kelan kaya ulit ang next videoke day natin nina RJ? Kakamiss na, ang tagal na nun eh! Good luck sa studies and lovelife. Dale, I really miss your voice. We both know that we really love music. Hope to hear you sing again soon and hopefully makita rin kita sa tv 'pag sumali ka na ng singing contest. Cha, nanood ka ba ng concert ng Sponge sa RC? Kainis kasi di ako nakanood. 'Di ko tuloy nakita si Yael... haha! I miss you! Kendle, miss ko na ang kwentuhan natin sa text. Hope to hear from you again soon. I love you guys!!!

RJ, my best best friend in the whole world... I'm so happy that you're finally reaching your dream. You've been through a lot and I'm glad to see you as a better person. Tayo ang ultimate dramatista sa lahat... hehehe! Thanks for being my best friend and brother. We two are really tight. Sana magkita na ulit tayo after your school sa PNPA. I really miss your jokes. You know that I'm always here for you no matter what. You're my favorite guy... hehe! I really miss our chats. Thanks for being so open to me at sa pagsunod mo sa mga advices ko. No one can replace you for being my best friend in the whole world... haha! I really miss you, hyung!See you soon! ^_^

I think I already mention all those people that I miss. I just hope that they're all doing o.k. and hopefully I could have a chance to see them again soon. I really miss them. Take good care of yourselves guys! I love you all so much!!!

On Valentine's Day

2008-02-14T12:03:00.005+08:00

It's Feb. 14 again, Valentine's day. Well, what's new with this day? For those who have someone beside them then this day is so special but for those who don't have, this is just an ordinary day. For me, Valentine's day is not just for couples. The meaning of Valentine's day is not just about going on dates, giving gifts and stuff. It's a day when we share our love to all the people around us not just for one person. It's when we give importance to our families, friends and relatives and making them feel how important they are in our lives... that's the real meaning of Valentine's day. I bet some of you won't agree with me right? Well, it's how I think of it. That's what it means to me. I'm not saying this because I'm single. In fact, I'm happy being single... believe it or not. It even makes me realize that this day will became more valuable if I think of those people around me, of those people that I already have in my life. And besides, I don't look for one right now. I'm better off like this cause I know God will give him to me at the right place and time. I'm happy to celebrate this day with my family and friends and if one day God will already give me my hwang - ja, I will still find time to celebrate this day with them. This is what Valentine's day really means to me. So to all of you, be good to everyone and spread the love. Happy Heart's day! Happy Valentine's Day everyone!!! ^_^

Poem

2008-01-23T15:45:00.000+08:00

Writing is one of my greatest hobby. Whenever I'm bored or I have nothing else to do, I usually write. My friends knew about it cause they are the ones who usually read my work... (and I thank them for reading it though it's not that good). Last Monday night, I'm on our dining room doing my school work. It's already 12 am when I finished it but I'm not sleepy yet so I decided to get my pen and paper and write something. Then I come up with a 6 stanza poem. I never thought that I'll be able to write it because I find it hard to find the right words to match the first line. I'm so happy that I'm able to write a poem again after a long time. I thought I already forgot how to write but I did maybe because I've struggled a lot during the past few days. Now, I decided to post that poem here in my blog since this serves as my diary. O.k. enough of the sayings... here's what I'm talking about:

EACH TIME I GET WEAK

There are so many questions in my mind

Looking for answers but I still can't find

Feeling so broken and lost inside

Just like a lost little child.

There are times that I want to give up

Wishing all this pain to stop

Sometimes people makes me feel like a crap

That I hope they'll just get off my back.

There are a lot of things that they can't understand

But I just keep it within and let them say what they want

And sometimes they became rude that I just can't stand

Those times that I felt I'm holding sand in my hands.

But just when I thought I'm all alone

Someone took my hand and lead me home

Give me a shelter when I was cold

And with his hands all my worries are gone.

There's always a rainbow after the rain

A cure in every person's pain

Now I don't care whatever people will say

Cause I know God is with me all the way.

So when the time comes that I'll be trapped or tricked

I won't be afraid and will still reach the peak

And though there'll be a moment that I won't be able to speak

I know He'll be there each time I get weak.

Hope you like my poem! Happy reading!!!

Finding the Missing Me

2008-01-22T17:27:00.001+08:00

My first post for this year. I've been busy with school... as usual. I'm always busy at school right? And I'm already used to it. It's just that I realized that I'm getting out of sync for a past few days. What's happening? It seems like I've been out of myself that I forgot some of my responsibilities as a student and that I've been stucked somewhere else that I can't find away to get back to my old self, to my usual things. My grades was good but I've noticed that it's a bit lower than before. I'm still wondering why it's like that and now I keep asking myself what's really happening with me. Now, I realize that I better get myself back. I should find the missing person that I am so I'm starting to be what I was before and even make myself better. I'm starting to regain what I lose. I'm studying more so I could make my grades up and though it gives me a lot of pressure, I still give my best to do it. Just like what I always say to myself, I will never quit. I can do it... aja!!!

Christmas Break

2007-12-19T18:05:00.000+08:00

After all my struggles these past few weeks until this day, finally Christmas break na!... yahoo! Last day na kasi ngayon ng class namin sa school at bukas ay start na ng Christmas break. Excited talaga kong mag - Christmas vacation ngayon, nakakapagod din kasing mag - aral at sobrang dami rin naming activities so I badly need this break. This week, two days din akong umuwi ng late because of our catering. Hindi tuloy ako nakasama kay mama na magsimbang gabi so she needs to go there by herself. Sayang, hindi ko mabubuo ang 9 days I mean nights pala. 7 p.m. kasi ang simbang gabi dito sa'min sa halip na madaling araw. I don't know why. Siguro dahil hindi kami sa bayan nakatira. Dun kasi located ang simbahan ng Alfonso at chapel lang dito sa Luksuhin. Pero at least may simbang gabi pa rin di ba? I'm really excited for Christmas. Uuwi kasi ang kuya ko with his family. 'Yun nga lang, hindi sila sa bahay magno- noche buena cause he still needs to attend a baptism ceremony kaya gabi pa sila ng 25 makakauwi. Masaya pa rin 'yun. I really miss my brother so o.k. lang kahit anong oras s'ya makarating basta makauwi lang s'ya. Haay! Thank God for all His help on me. I finally survived the pressure and stress.

Rest day

2007-12-16T16:00:00.000+08:00

It's Sunday at wala akong pasok ngayon. Buti na rin kasi I was so stressed this week... haay! Rest day ko ngayong araw na 'to kaya nilulubos ko na... haha! I still have three days left next week bago ang Christmas vacation. May dalawa pa kaming exam sa Wednesday, Sales and Marketing at Arts Appreciation. Pero bago 'yun, kailangan pa naming magmarket bukas dahil sa Tuesday na ang Departmental Christmas party na ioorganize namin. Kumusta naman 'yun? Nauna pa ang party sa exam. Ewan ko ba kung bakit ganun ang sked namin ngayon.But I'm happy kasi malapit na ang Christmas break. Rest day na talaga... yahoo! I dropped at Mae's blog earlier. Namiss ko tuloy s'ya lalo. For sure busy rin s'ya ngayon kasi Prelims na. Buhay estudyante nga naman.

Nanood nga pala ko ng Asian Idol kagabi. O.k. naman si Mau. As expected, magaling talaga s'ya. I wish she'll win. Pride kasi ng Pinas 'yun. Tsaka magaling naman s'ya talaga. At talagang binigyan pa ko ni mama ng pangload kagabi para lang iboto s'ya... haha! Nakakatawa si mama kagabi kasi talagang pinaboto n'ya ko ng dalawang beses kay Mau at bumoto naman ako. Sana talaga manalo s'ya hindi lang dahil sa binoto ko s'ya kundi dahil deserving s'yang manalo. Go Pinoy!

Meeting an old friend

2007-12-14T18:35:00.000+08:00

Just got home from school. Wala naman kaming scheduled exam ngayon pero pumunta pa rin ako ng school dahil pa rin sa event sa Tuesday. Wala naman naging problema ngayong araw na 'to. As expected, kami lang ulit tatlo ang pumasok... haay! What's new? But at least may naplano na ulit kami. I was supposed to go home at 3 pm pero naextend ang pagtigil ko sa school kaya 4 na rin ako nakauwi. I was heading to the jeep terminal when a girl called me... Si Den. Medyo nagulat pa ko nang makita ko s'ya kanina. Medyo matagal na rin since I last saw her. She stopped studying since the start of the sem this school year, bale 2 sems na s'yang tigil. May pupuntahan pala s'ya kanina malapit sa school namin kaya napadaan s'ya dun. She asked me how everyone's doing so I started to tell her everything... all those pressure and stuff and what's happening in our department. I also asked her and she told me that she's working at Sun Cell in Sta. Rosa. I asked her when will she go back to school and she told me that maybe next year she'll be able to come back when she already have enough savings for enrollment. I'm really happy to see her again. She's my closest friend in school and she knows everything about me. I really miss her. I hope she'll come back to school and study again next year. My life in school will be a lot easier if she's around. I really miss our chats. We really have a strong bonding kaya nanibago ako nung tumigil s'ya tapos tumigil din 'yung iba pa naming tropa because of some reasons. Miss ko na silang lahat. Haay! life! I just hope that all of them are o.k. and me?... I'll be o.k.... AJA!!!

Where is honesty?

2007-12-13T13:07:00.001+08:00

My mom woke me up at exactly 4:30 this morning. May strike daw kasi ngayon so kailangan kong magmadali kasi baka wala na akong masakyan. Though I still like to sleep, I crawl out of bed and prepare for school. Late na kasi akong natulog dahil sa pagrereview kaya hirap akong gumising. Buti na lang at maaga ring nagising si mama kaya ready na lahat pag baba ko. It was still dark when I rode the bus. Konti pa lang din ang tao nung sumakay ako. Mabilis lang ang byahe kaya maaga kong nakarating ng pala - pala at nakasakay ng jeep. At exactly 7 am eh! nasa school na ko. Nakasabay ko pa nga si Che - che papasok ng campus kasi saktong pagbaba ko ng jeep eh! kadarating lang din n'ya. Our proctor was not yet there when I arrived. Engl4 (Technical Writing) ang first exam namin. Well, o.k. lang naman s'ya. Not easy but not so hard. After 15 minutes, Business policy naman ang exam namin. The exam was difficult. Parang tinititigan ko muna 'yung questionnaire bago ko s'ya masagutan... haay! I just hope I'll be able to pass that exam kasi medyo marami rin 'yung blanko ko. But at least I tried my best to answer it... as in I try. I was kinda upset because of what's happening around when we were taking that test especially when our proctor went out. Nainis talaga ako. You know, you slept so late to review for you to pass the exams tapos nung nandun na, parang walang pakialam ang mga tao sa paligid mo? Well, I don't care about what they're doing. Alam n'yo na siguro kung ano. I don't give a damn to them cause they were the one doing it and not me. It's just that I feel that they don't care if what they were doing was wrong. Parang wala lang. Hindi na nila naisip na masama 'yun. They just continue doing it. You might think na masyado naman akong nagmamalinis pero alam kong mali 'yun so inilayo ko ang sarili ko sa ganun. O.k. lang sana kung assignment 'yun pero major exam?... that's a foul. I better fail than cheat. O.k. lang kahit mababa ang grades ko basta alam kong galing sa utak ko 'yun... sa nireview ko at sa kung anong natatandaan ko. Habang nangyayari 'yun, na - feel ko na parang may sarili akong mundo sa gilid ng classroom kung saan ako nakaupo. O.k. lang. I'll better be stucked in that world kesa gumawa ng hindi magandang bagay. Sa kanila na lang 'yun. During that time, all I do was pray and asked God for guidance. I asked Him to keep me away from that bad thing that was happening around me. I know He's watching us and he knows everything that happened. Basta ako, I know I give my best shot and if isn't enough then I'll do better next time. It's hard to be honest but I'm glad I did.

I'm Gonna Win!

2007-12-12T19:47:00.000+08:00

"Dark is the night, I can weather the storm. Never say die, I've been down this road before. I'll never quit. I'll never lay down. See I promised myself that I'd never let me down." Just a few lines from Brian Mcknight's song "Win". I think this is my theme song at this moment. This is a long day for me. I've been very busy preparing for our prelim exams and stuff. Before I left the house, my mom was asking me of what time will I be going home. She knows that my class is just until 1:30 but since I told her that we have a meeting about our Departmental Christmas Party, she asked me of what time will I arrive home. She told me to wash my uniform if I will be home early cause she can't do it for me. They have to attend my cousin in law's internment this afternoon. I told her that I'll just wash my uniform when I got home. I wasn't really in the mood cause I was supposed to go with them but I can't because of my classes. My first class is supposed to be at 10:30 a.m. today but I came to school at pass 11 already... hah! I'm late! I plan not to attend my first class cause it's really late. I was heading at the 2nd. floor of our main building when I saw my classmates outside room 205 where we were supposed to have a class. I asked them why they were not entering the room and they told me that our professor wasn't around yet because of her meeting. They also said that maybe she will no longer attend our class because it's really late. Thank heavens for that! I won't be marked absent. I entered the room and sat beside my classmate who used to be my acquaintance in school. Then after a few moments, we had an argument about our Departmental Christmas Party. All third year students were assigned to organize that event because it's part of our exam in FoodProd but sad to say, only few people do the assigned responsibilities. Maybe that's the reason why he started to nag at me and my other classmate who's in the room (actually, it was just five of us in that room because my other classmates all went out). He said things that I can't take anymore that's why I got mad and walked out of our room. I'm patient but I was so fed up that time. I just can't contain the madness. Why does he keeps on nagging at me when he doesn't know what's really happening with my life? Sometimes, people really tends to be self centered. So the best way I thought I could do was to get out and leave him and let my madness went away. I didn't talk to him for a while but good thing everything was settled before the day ends. We went to the class of other students in our department and explained what will going to happen on the event. I was really tired and hungry and we still have our exam tommorrow so I still need to review... we still need to review but I can't go home and just leave my obligations behind. Also one of our professors told us that we still have a meeting so I stayed at school until 5:30 p.m. I just decided to go home when I felt that there'll be no meeting that will happen. I'm really pressured. I can feel it. I wasn't a born leader and I'm not even trained to be one. I used to be a follower when I was in gradeschool and highschool but eveything changed when I got to College. It's like people expects a lot from me that I can't even handle the pressure on my shoulders. I know I need to do all those things but I also need their help. If only they knew what I feel. I could just imagine how they were like when they were in my shoes. I need their cooperation. Not just two or three or four people. I hope they realize that. But as I told myself, I won't ever give up. I can do all of these. I believe I can and I know someone will help me from up there. I'll hold on to my faith. And as the song goes... "I'll never give up. I'll never give in. Never let a ray of doubt slip in. And if I fall, I'll never fail. I'll just get up and try again. I'll never lose hope, never lose faith. There's much, too much at stake. Upon myself I must depend. I'm not looking for place ashore. I'M GONNA WIN!"

When someone went away

2007-12-08T16:12:00.000+08:00

It's December 8 and we don't have a class because of the Immaculate Concepcion. My eldest brother who's living in Manila texted my dad about the bad news. My cousin in law passed away because of diabetes and its complications. He was actually in the hospital that time cause he visited him but then he found out that he's already gone. It made me think that we don't really know what will happen to us the next day. As what I keep on saying before, we don't hold our life in our hands. We won't know when will it be taken away from us so we better cherish each moment we have on earth. I just hope that my cousin in law will be happy wherever he is right now. I know God will take care of him and he will feel no pain and sadness. He will already see our relatives in heaven and I know that he'll be watching us especially his family up from where he is. It really makes me sad whenever I heard of people leaving and won't be coming back again but anyway, that's life and those who are left behind will continue to live. That's what are we supposed to do... continue living cause I know that God will take the pain away and soon everything will be into place like before. It sad but we need to move on, cherish life and be good to one another. That's what life is for.

Something new

2007-12-02T13:33:00.000+08:00

I have a new blog layout. Nakakatuwa kasi parang pambata yata 'tong layout ko ngayon, spongebob kasi. Pero cute naman s'ya di ba? And besides, bata pa rin naman ako... hehe! Every person has a kid inside them. Masarap kasing maging bata, walang masyadong worries sa buhay. Haay!... ang dami ko pa ring gagawin ngayon. May quiz pa kami sa technical writing bukas at my group project pa kami sa catering... waaa! Buti na nga lang at naisingit ko pa rin ang pag - aayos ng blog ko. Di ko na kasi talaga s'ya naaasikaso nung mga nakaraang araw. Maliban sa bagong layout ng blog na 'to eh! wala namang ibang bago sa'kin. Puno pa rin ang work load ko sa school. Pero o.k. lang, kaya ko 'to... aja!!! Kailangang mag - aral mabuti para maging mas maganda ang grades. 'Til my next post. ^_^

More than a month...

2007-11-27T18:21:00.000+08:00

More than a month ko ring hindi na - update 'tong blog ko. Ang dami kasing academic activities... haay! So now, I try to have even just a short post. October 12 pa pala ang last post ko and it's November 27 already. Medyo natengga na 'tong blog ko dito. Buti na lang at bumibisita pa rin sina ate neym at mae kahit hindi pa ko nakakapag - update before (at sila lang ang nakalink dito sa blog ko... hehehe!) Ang boring pa kasi. Medyo hindi ko na nga s'ya naaasikaso dahil sa maraming gawain sa school. Kakapagod din maging estudyante pero masaya. And as what my sister in law said to me before, "Mamimiss mo rin ang pag - aaral 'pag nakagraduate ka na at may trabaho na". Actually, I love school... I'm weird right? 'Yung iba kasi, tinatamad mag -aral pero ako I enjoy schooling. Napansin ko ring mas masipag na kong mag - aral ngayon... I'm proud to say that!... haha! And speaking of school, I remember that I still need to do my assignment in Hum1 (Arts Appreciation). Sa Saturday pa naman ang pasahan nun pero mas maganda kung maaga akong makakatapos di ba? Kaya nga dapat short post muna ngayon. I'll just update my blog again some other time. Chow! ^_^

Major head ache

2007-10-12T11:11:00.000+08:00

I haven't updated my blog for almost a month. I've been very busy lately with all the school works... research work, feasibility study, exams and a lot lot more. Now, I'm preparing for our presentation for our French Festival. It was a group presentation but I was assigned as the leader of our group so I have to take full responsibility for that. My brain is turning like wheels already and I'm having a lot of problems and worries in school. It's a major head ache for me... you know, it's a group project but then I was the only one who took effort to make it and finish it on time. I always come home late and when I came home, my parents have eaten their dinner already so I have to eat alone. I never stay in our house the whole day cause I still need to finish all those stuff. I'm always tired. A lot of people said that I'm losing weight. Maybe it's because I always sleep late and I wake up early to prepare for my exams and finish all the task I need to do. I love studying and going to school but I also need to take a rest. If only my group mates help me with our presentation then it will be a lot easier. But the worse part is, they didn't and even if I force them to help me, they still don't want. They still don't do their part. I'm also worried about one thing, I'm having issues in school which are not true. I don't know how to deal with it. Maybe I'll just try to ignore whatever those rude people say. Now, I'm really excited to have my sem break so I could have even just a little time to take a rest. I still have a week for this sem. I really hope time flies at this moment. Haaay! what a life. Maybe I should just accept the fact that this is how my life is going to be at the moment. That my world will revolve around my studies, my school. Anyway, I know that I'm a strong person and I could handle all these things all by myself. God will always be with me.

My Rainy Birthday

2007-08-17T18:19:00.000+08:00

It's August 17 and it's already my birthday. I just turned 19 this day. It's a rainy day because of the super typhoon "Egay" pero nagcelebrate pa rin kami. I cooked spaghettie for them... the family's favorite. Actually, this is my only birthday na umuulan kaya medyo naninibago pa ko. My sisters can't come into our house because of the heavy rain so padadalhan na lang namin sila sa bahay nila ng food. My dad was telling me that I will be rich this year cause it's raining and I was laughing at that. I really wish that I'll be rich so I could buy all the things that I want... hahaha! Seriously, I just want to have a better year and I hope that though there's a typhoon, there'll be no people who will be hurt. Bonne anniversaire! Happy 19th. birthday to myself! ^_^

Tough week...

2007-08-02T17:28:00.000+08:00

It's been 2 weeks after the prelim exams. That week is so exhausting... staying up late to review for the exams, commuting back and forth to school and in our house and all other stuff. At tama ba namang magkasakit ako sa last two days ng exam. S'yempre hindi ako umabsent but instead uminom na lang ng gamot... mas mahirap yatang kumuha ng special exam at may extrang bayad 'yun. Can you imagine kung ga'no kahirap mag - exam na masama ang pakiramdam mo? Siguro dahil na rin sa panahon kaya ako nagkasakit. Masyado kasing mainit sa GMA tapos hindi naman masyadong mainit sa'min. Medyo nastress out din ako dahil sa dami ng ginagawa. Haay! after ng exam namin hindi ko na talaga nakayanan so my mom asked me to just stay at home and rest for two days kasi talagang di na nagpapigil ang lagnat ko. Prelim exams is over but I'm still busy with all the written reports, research, assignments at kung anu -ano pa. Haay! kakapagod. Pero s'yenpre kahit ganito eh! I still enjoy going to school. Next week, we will be having our Toque's Fest. For two days 'yun, Monday and Tuesday so we don't have a class kasi puro activities lang meron on those days. Hanggang ngayon eh! hindi ko pa rin natatapos ayusin 'tong blog ko kaya boring pa rin s'ya. Siguro 'pag maluwag na talaga ang sked, pwede nang magbabad sa harap ng computer.

Blog under renovation....

2007-07-18T14:49:00.000+08:00

I'll try to fix this blog after prelim exams... Still need to study. Blog on leave.

Daan muna sa blog...

2007-07-16T13:04:00.000+08:00

Haay! 'Di ko na madalas ma-update 'tong blog ko. Busy - busyhan kasi. Prelim exams pa ngayon so hindi talaga ko pwedeng tumambay ng matagal sa harap ng computer. Daan - daan lang. Next time na lang siguro ako ulit makakapag - update.

Back to School...

2007-06-29T11:19:00.000+08:00

I haven't updated my blog for almost a month now... how was it? Well, my classes started already and it's already my 3rd. week. I'm pretty exhausted commuting and all those stuff and my schedule's quite loaded. I don't have a class today... actually, i don't have a class during Fridays that's why I decided to update my blog since I haven't updated it for quite long time. Since my class started, I always feel tired especially when I'm still in the bus going home. It takes an hour and a half going to school and same going home so I hve to wake up early and go home late. Thank God it's only Tuesday and Wednesday that I have a class until 7pm and others are until 2:30pm. I really don't want to go home late. But anyway, it's still fun going to school and learning new things. I still enjoy studying though it's pretty exhausting. I'm also happy that I started the semester right meaning I got high scores in my exams. I know I've done my best in the past semester but now I can say that I'm more diligent in my studies. I think sleeping late just to study really paid off... haha! Hmmm... I think I should just end here for now since I'm running out of words to say and I still have to do my assignment in Foreign Language. We also have a quiz in that subject tommorrow so I still need to review. Goodluck to me!!! ^_^

I Think I (Full House OST)

2007-05-30T11:46:00.000+08:00

keu-reol-ri eob-da-go a-nil-geo-ra-go mi-deot-jyo
nae-ga keu-dal sa-rang-han-da-ni mal-do an-dwe-jyeo eom

kwaen-han chil-too-il-geo-ra-go
nae-ka we-ro-un-ka cha-shi-neul sook-yeo-bwat-ji-man
i-je teo-neun nan kam-chul-so-ka eob-neun deul-yo

I think I love you
keu-reon-ka-bwa-yo
Cause I miss you
keu-dae-man eob-seu-myeon

a-moo-keo-do mot-ha-ko cha-goo saeng-kak-na-ko
i-reon-keol po-myeon a-moo-rae-do

I'm falling for you
nan mol-rat-ji-man
Now I need you
eo-neu-saen-ka na-mam ki-peun ko-se
a-ju-kau-ke cha-ri-ja-beun keu-dae-ei mo-seum-eul i-je
po-a-yo

u-ri an eo-ul-rin-da-ko shin-ku keu-ke tak cho-da-go
ha-na-boo-teo yeol-gae do-dae-she mwi han-gae-ra-do mat-neun-ke
eob-naun-de
eo-teo-ke sa-kwol-soo it-nya-ko
mal-do an-dwe-neun yae-ki-ra-ko mi-ha-myeo tul-reo-dat-ji-man
i-je teo-neun nan keu-reo-gi-ga si-reon-geol-yo

I think I love you
keu-reon-ka-bwa-yo
Cause I miss you
keu-dae-man eob-seu-myeon
a-moo-keo-do mot-ha-ko cha-goo saeng-kak-na-ko
i-reon-keol po-myeon a-moo-rae-do

I'm falling for you
nan mol-rat-ji-man
Now I need you
eo-neu-saen-ka na-mam ki-peun ko-se
a-ju-kau-ke cha-ri-ja-beun keu-dae-ei mo-seum-eul i-je
po-a-yo

wae mol-rat-jyo keu-dae ra-neun-keol
wae mot-bwat-jyo pa-ro a-pin-de oh yea
keu do-ngan i-reo-ke pa-ro nae
kyeo-te i-seot-neun-ne
wae i-je-seo-ya
sa-ra-ngi po-i-neun keon-ji

Holy Week...

2007-04-05T16:46:00.000+08:00

Ang tagal ko na palang hindi naa-update 'tong blog ko. Anyway, wala namang bago. It's Holy Week pero parang ordinary day lang naman sa bahay. Medyo less nga lang ang pagkain ng meat ngayon and wala masyadong magandang palabas sa t.v. Haay! Grabe!!! lumalala na ang pagiging Korean addict ko.Pero o.k. lang 'yun, hindi lang naman ako ang nagkakaganito sa mundo. Medyo sumasakit ang ulo ko ngayon pero sige net pa rin. Nakakatamad naman kasi kung nakatunganga ka lang maghapon 'di ba? Mamaya gagawa ako ng fish lumpia... it's fish kasi nga bawal ang masyadong pagkain ng karne ngayon. Hirap din ng bakasyon, walang allowance eh!... hehehe!!! Namimiss ko na rin ang pagkain ng mashed potato at chicken burger meal. At bakit ba kasi napakasakitin ko ngayong bakasyon... haay! O.k. lang 'yan. Kaya pa naman. Namimiss ko na rin si kuya. Kasi naman umuwi s'ya kahapon pero sandali lang kasi dami pa n'yang appointment. Siguro uwi na lang ako ng Manila sometime this April para mas maraming bonding moments.

Away from Home

2007-03-17T13:27:00.000+08:00

I've just got home last night from our Cebu - Bohol tour. I've been out for almost a week and I miss our house so much. The tour was fun. I enjoyed it but there's a part of my brain that was left in our house. Maybe it's because we had a problem just before I left the house. My mom and my older sister had an argument and it's because of me. I understand why my ate got so mad because I also made a mistake but I think she just don't understand mama's point that she just want to help me. It's just too personal so I won't say it here in details. While I'm on tour, I can't help but think how things were going on in our house or was my parents o.k., was mama having a hard time taking care of my nephews, was my father feeling sick... things like that. I also had a lot of physical and emotional stress while I'm on tour. I'm with my classmates and I met a lot of people there. We sailed on the ship, ride on the bus, slept on a hotel... Actually, we lacked sleep because we had a lot of activities. We also had a training onboard. It's all fun but tiring as well. I think I gained more weight because we're also eating a lot while having a tour. When it comes to emotional stress, I could say that I hold my temper well. I was so sensitive but I just kept it all in. It's hard 'cause there were times when I want to shout and say things that I wanna say but I can't... and I don't. I've understand that people really have different personality. I can't please all the people around me, even if they were my friends. I just felt bad that I'm the only one who's adjusting to them and they don't adjust to me. Maybe it's also my fault 'cause I was so sensitive but as what I said I just kept it all in. I don't say anything that could hurt them. On the lighter side, I still enjoyed our tour. We went to different spots on Bohol and Cebu. I even bought their delicacies and souvenirs a long with my classmates. Too bad I wasn't able to buy a guitar 'cause it's too expensive. In that five days that I was out of our house, I really learned a lot. There was one line that I used to remember... "People can have skills and intelligence but they cannot succeed if they don't have the attitude". It's how you handle things that was going your way. Everyday of our life is a journey. It's not always a smooth sailing trip. We will always encounter hard roads but we should find a way to get through it. Being away from home was not easy. We will meet a lot of people and we have to deal with them. Really, there's no place like home. It's always safe and comfortable in our own house. c,")

birthdays!!!

2007-03-10T11:51:00.000+08:00

It's already March 10 and I have a lot of relatives who will celebrate their birthday this March. Today is my niece birthday, Kristel. She's turning 15 then tommorrow will be my mom's birthday. On the 19th. will be my niece birthday and on the 21st. will be my best bud's birthday, Bryan. On the 29th. will be my brother's birthday... it's also Tae Hee's birthday, one of my fav'rite Korean actress. She's turning 27. Last will be on the 30th. which is my cousin's birthday, Ate Clang. Wow!!! what a birthday blasts! I'm also leaving for our tour on Monday. I'll be out for five days. I'm sure that I'll miss our house and of course my room. Hope I won't vomit when I get into the boat. We'll be staying there for two days I think. I'll also miss surfing the net. After our tour will be our Finals... after the fun, it's all the work. I just hope I'll enjoy our tour and also learn at the same time.

Oldies glimpse on the past...c,")

2007-03-03T13:01:00.000+08:00

I bought Yeng's album last Tuesday and I can say that her songs are really good. It has a touch of rock music in every song but it's still good to listen to... not that irritating in the ear. My current favorite is "Cool Off". It has a nice melody and lyrics. On the other hand, something bad happened to me today and I really felt sad about it. But I think I should not think of it so I won't feel bad the whole day. The weather's too hot and I'm quite dizzy right now. We went to lola's house last night 'cause my tito was there. He just came in yesterday morning from L.A. so my parents visited him. They talked about everything. He even played organ last night so we went home quite late 'cause my dad enjoyed listening to him while he was playing the instrument. My dad asked me if I still remembered the day when I was still playing the organ and I told him that I do. I just can't remember if I still know how to play right now 'cause it's been so long since I did it. I was just around 8 or 9 that time. While they were listening to the music, they remembered the times when they were still in high school. They even talked and shared their experiences when they were at that age so I was like laughing all the time. It's nice to hear that they still remembered all those times 'cause it's been a decade already. I just love listening to them. I also thought that maybe if I reached their age, I'll also be like them... reminiscing memories when I was still young. Anyway, my mom's birthday's fast approaching. I think I should buy her a gift.

Events that happened...

2007-03-02T14:49:00.000+08:00

It's my father's birthday yesterday. He just turned 65 but he doesn't look like it. He still looks like he was just 50... hehe! Ate Nenen and her whole family went to our house last night. They went there to eat dinner and give gift to my father. My eldest brother and his family just left yesterday afternoon. I felt sad that they just stayed in our house for three days and a half. I didn't get to spent more time with them 'cause I still have a class and it always end late. Anyway, I think I'll gain weight again because of the fiesta. My mom will definitely won't like it 'cause she wants me to be thinner... haha! Our Cebu - Bohol tour will be two weeks from now. My mom told me to join and so I will. Hope I'll enjoy and learn at the same time. Last Wednesday, I slept at around 2:30 am 'cause me and my nephew, Aaron talked the whole evening. I also went to school last Wednesday. My class was from 4:00 - 7:00 pm so I got home late already. I wasn't able to attend class yesterday 'cause I woke up late. Good thing there's no class yesterday. They just went to Laguna to watch toque's festival at UPHL. Now, it's just an ordinary day. There's no PH tonight 'cause it's shown until Thursday only. I hope I can watch Love contract tonight. I just love watching Asianovelas. There's no teleserye that appeals to me now. Hope they can make one good teleserye to watch for.

Update lang...

2007-02-26T10:53:00.000+08:00

It's Monday! Time really flies so fast. I'm late on my first class 'cause I kept looking for my black slacks this morning. My parents went to Manila 'cause they have some important business there. I was alone in our house this morning. Anyway, uwi na si kuya mamaya galing Manila. Kasama n'ya si ate, Princess and Kim. I'm excited to see them. Buti na lang they will stay long in our house... for almost a week din yata 'yun. It's Kim Christianing on Wednesday at fiesta rin sa'min. Ninang n'ya ko... hehe! Malapit na rin ang tour namin sa Cebu & Bohol pero until now hindi pa rin ako nakakapagdecide kung sasama ko... haay! I watched ASAP '07 yesterday and I saw Yeng and Sarah performed on the same stage. It was a showdown but instead of singing their own songs, they switched it and sang the song of the other. It was so cute. They were both good and I love watching them. I just hope I'll be able to buy Yeng's album this week. Hope I can save more.

Fireworks!!!

2007-02-23T18:46:00.000+08:00

Wee! I already finished my term paper. I'm so happy that I finished it earlier and I can pass it tomorrow. Anyway, just want to share about what happened last night. Last night when me and my parents were watching the television, my mom heard a sound outside our house. She went outside to see what the sound was all about and she saw that there were some lightning in the sky. It was a fireworks display. Our neighbor had a party that's why they had it. My mom told me about it so I also went outside. Me and my mom watched that fireworks display. We enjoyed watching it. We never went inside our house until it was finished. I really enjoyed watching those colorful lights flickered in the sky. While I was watching it, I can't help but say "Ang ganda! Ang kulay!". I was like a kid who's very happy over a simple thing. It also became a bonding moment for me and my mom. We were like the best of friends looking in that colorful lights... kinda dramatic huh! Haay! on the other side of the story, I still have a class tomorrow morning. Too bad I wouldn't able to watch the last few episodes of ISWAK (It Started With A Kiss)... huhuhu! I also don't have time to watch DVD because of my other school requirements. Maybe I'll just watch it sometime when I'm not that busy already. That's it for now! c,")

What happened today... I already miss my friends!...

2007-02-22T13:38:00.000+08:00

I had a class this morning from 9:00 am to 11:30 am. It was supposed to be until 12:00 pm but we were dismissed early. I went to my dentist after school to have my braces adjustment. She said that my teeth has a lot of improvement not like before that my bite is not even. She also advised that I should take vitamins so that my teeth will be stronger. She also said that I look thinner today... hehe! It's a compliment. I don't even feel that I'm losing weight 'cause I'm not that conscious about myself. Later I'll be finishing my term paper 'cause I have to pass it on Saturday. The deadline is fast approaching and I only have two more days to finish it. This week is so stressful for me but I thank God that I'm able to handle all of it. I'm quite tired but I still need to finish all those requirements that I need to pass... I can do it! Aja!!! Anyway, I'm happy that I'm doing fine though I'm a bit tired. I already miss my high school barkada. I didn't see them for quite a long time. Hope they're all okey. I wish we could spend time together on summer vacation 'cause I really want to see them. We planned to go malling before but until now it's still a plan... miss them a lot! I remember we used to eat lunch together when we were still in high school but now we all have our own lives and we are not on the same school anymore. I just hope and pray that we could find time to bond again.

Bad trip!...

2007-02-19T13:36:00.000+08:00

It says it all. It was a bad day for me. My groupmates already went to Manila to have an ocular visit in the hotel (I don't know the hotel's name 'cause they don't even told me). I know that it's also my fault 'cause I arrived late in our meeting place but I think that they are also responsible to tell all the members the exact detail of what we were supposed to do. They don't even text me on week ends so I thought it was already cancelled. They only tell those members who are close to them. It seems like I was not part of that group... Seems like I was all by myself. I also texted our classmates to get their numbers but they don't have it so I wasn't able to ask what to do. I really don't want to get mad or anything but I can't help it. I just can't fight the feeling of being mad because of what they did. I even said sorry to them and told them that I will be the one to do the written report so that I will have contribution to our project but they don't said anything. I heard nothing from them and now I don't know if they were mad at me or not. I really don't know what to do. I can't even think straight right now. It was such a pressure! Baka sabihin na lang ng iba eh! wala akong ginawa for our project, which is not true. Good thing I still find reason to be happy and calm. My eldest brother and his wife went to our house last night but they also went home this morning 'cause they still have things to do in their house. They'll just come back on the 26th. to prepare for Kim's Christianing. I can't wait to see them again... it's been a while. Huh! what a day! I think I should just eat lunch so that I'll be able to forget all those bad things that happened to me today.

What should I do?

2007-02-16T19:46:00.000+08:00

We had an oral exam in my psychology class. I was so nervous 'cause I don't get to review well.But I proved that prayer really works. I'm happy that I was able to answer four out of the five questions that was given to me... Haay! Thank God that the questions asked were on the pages of the book I scanned. I feel so relieved! Our Cebu - Bohol tour was also confirmed yesterday. I was double thinking 'cause it's expensive. I was thinking that if I don't join the tour then my parents would be able to save 8, 500+ but I would not get the experience of being on the ship on tour and I won't get to see the historical and beautiful sceneries in Cebu and Bohol. I really don't know how to decide on that matter. I hope I can make up my mind before the event comes... anyway it's on the 2nd. week of March, I still have few more days to decide. If I join the tour then I won't get to watch Princess Hours and Jumong. I won't get to see Prince Troy, Janelle and lady So Seo No...haha! Sounds funny! I was really hooked by Asian dramas... isn't it obvious?.

Valentine blues...

2007-02-14T16:06:00.000+08:00

It's Valentine's again... heart's day as what I usually call it. Well, I'm not that happy today not because I don't have a date (and I am not allowed to date or else my father will kill me!) but because of some incident that happened last night and today. Last night when I went to my room I noticed that my things in my cabinet was quite messy. I also noticed that my Cast Comic book collection was not complete. There were three issues missing so I ask my mom if she saw it and she said that my nephew went there when I was still in school. I couldn't find the comics everywhere so I was very mad and because of the madness I cried. I really don't want somebody using or taking my things without my permission. I'm not selfish and I will let them lend my things as long as they ask permission from me. I also find it hard to sleep last night. I slept at around 2 am already. I have a cough for almost a week now because of the sudden change of weather. My throat is aching and I'm having a difficulty in swallowing... argh! I really hate being sick. Until now I'm still looking for my comic books and I can't find them still. It's my collection and I was able to buy that beacause I save some money from my allowance. Haay! it's really a bad day for me but I think I should just find reasons to be happy... anyway it's valentine's day! I should be happy. I wish I could have more patience to hold madness.

Just about anything...

2007-02-12T13:15:00.000+08:00

Two days na rin since I last updated my blog. Anyway, I don't have class today 'cause my professor was absent. I just took my exam in Meal Management this morning 'cause it was moved last Saturday. I'm quite confident that I'll pass... hehe! I was not feeling well last not but I'm happy that I was able to answer the questions on my exam though I just have a few minutes to review... actually, I just reviewed while I'm still riding on the bus going to school. Haay! now I'm looking for the lyrics of "Pag - ibig Na Kaya" the tagalog version of Princess Hours' theme song "Perhaps Love". I found the lyrics at AngLyricsNatin.com. I will post it here in my blog.

Here is the lyrics:

Pag-Ibig Na Kaya?

Di na maalala pa'no nag simula

Ikaw ang laging nasa isip ko bawat araw

laging ikaw aking nakikita

ano ba ang nadarama ko pag ikaw ay kasama

Ganyan din ang nadarama ko

tuwing ika'y lalapit sa akin

ako'y parang natutulala

di ko malalaman ang sasabihin ko

(Chorus)

pag ibig na kaya

pareho ang nadarama

ito ba ang simula

di na mapipigilan

pag ibig nga ito

sana'y di matapos ang nadaramang ito

pag ibig nga kaya ito (pag ibig nga kaya ito)

pagkat nararamdamanpag ibig ating natagpuan

Malalaman mo lang

ang nararamdaman

Na ako ay magiging ikaw

damdamin nati'y magsama

Laman ng puso ko'y ganyan din

ikaw ay narito sa akin

'di ko hahayaang mawalay

Dito ka sa aking piling

(Repeat Chorus)

BRIDGE:

Gagawin lahat (gagawin lahat)

Upang 'di magkalayo (upang 'di magkalayo)

Dito lang ako 'di kita iiwan

Kahit sandali 'di ko papayagan

Mawalay ka sa akin

Chorus:

Pag-ibig na kaya?

Pareho ang nadarama

Ito ba ang simula? 'di na mapipigilan

Pag-ibig na ito

Sana'y 'di matapos ang nadaramang ito

Pag-ibig na kaya ito (Pag-ibig na kaya ito)

Pagkat nararamdaman

Pag-ibig natagpuan

(Repeat Chorus)

That's life!

2007-02-09T15:28:00.000+08:00

I open my blog today when I found out that the entry I posted yesterday has no title so I open that entry and edit it. Anyway, I just finished taking my Chemistry exam few hours ago. I was right with my instinct... it's hard. Good thing I was able to answer it but not sure if all of it was correct. I was just hoping that I'll pass. I also found out that Wei Lun's body was cremated. I was still sad and shocked that she already passed away. She's one of the best good looking actress in Taiwan and she's also very talented. But i can't do anything about it. All of us will go on that same situation, we just don't know when. All we have to do is to cherish life and make the most out of it. Everyday, I've come to realize that I'm getting more mature. I realize how beautiful life is and we should not waste it while we are still living. I also learned to love, cherish and value those people who are special and became a part of my life. It may sound corny but that's true. I'm just so sad to hear that some people who are close to my heart were already taken away from me. It's sad to think that I won't be able to see them or hear them speak.But that's life. As I've said, we don't hold it in our hands. We just have to make the most out of it and we should thank God for giving it to us.

Just to share...

2007-02-08T18:40:00.000+08:00

I just went to school a earlier to submit my project in meal management. My professor was not there but I saw my other professor in the same college and ask her if Ma'am Wyme was still at the campus. She told me that she already went home and ask me of what I am holding in my hand. I told her that it was my project and it should be submitted to her. She told me that she'll just put my project in her table so I gave it to her. She also told me about our Cebu - Bohol trip and that she will meet us on Monday to tell us about the tour and to give the waiver. Haay! it will be an extra expenses again. Anyway, I looked for pictures of Kim Jung Hoon over the internet. I just love looking at his pictures...hehe! Now I'm a big fan of him. That's all I can say for now. I still have to study for my exam in General Chemistry. Hope I'll get good score in that subject 'cause it's quite hard. c,")

About Princess Hours

2007-02-06T17:20:00.000+08:00

I'm now here to post a new entry on my blog. Hmmm... ano bang magandang ipost ngayon? Wala namang masyadong nangyari ngayon. I'm just a bit worried this morning because of my nephew, Xyrel. He got into a minor accident but thank God he's okey now. I also went to school to get my exam permit. My exam will start tomorrow until Saturday. Now, I'm here in front of the computer to post an entry. I've been searching a while a go for some mv's of Princess Hours and I saw this mv created by isabellawsw. I uploaded it on my account 'cause I really found the mv cute. I really love the series and I enjoy watching it. Though I want Yoon Eun Hye (CG/Janelle) to be pair with Kim Jung Hoon (Yul/Prince Troy) 'cause I like Jung Hoon more than Joo Ji Hoon (Shin/Prince Gian), I still watch the series 'cause it's really interesting. Actually, I love watching asianovelas. I also love asian personalities and even culture as well. I posted some pics of my favorite actor and actress of Goong/Princess Hours.

Facts about life...

2007-02-03T13:06:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, you can't understand why some situation or incident happens. Life is indeed full of mistery. One minute you're happy then after a while you feel sad, grieving, hopeless."

When I read the news of Xu Wei Lun's death in the internet, I was so shocked. She died on the age of 28 and for me that was still young. She died because of the tragic car accident. Many people were grieving because of her death...Actually, including me. Some people might wonder why I was so affected by that incident when she doesn't even know who I was and I wasn't able to see her in person when she was still living. Maybe, I don't have to be sad for her lost but I am. She's one of my favorite actress in Taiwan and in some way she has touched my life. Every time I see her pictures, I was thinking that maybe if she survived from that accident then she will be working more and I will be able to see more of her dramas. But since she didn't all I can do is to pray for her and hope that she's already in a good place...there in heaven. This is also what I felt when my classmate died a few months ago. I was also shocked that time. He was only 18. Now, I learned that we really don't hold our own life. We can't tell when it will be taken away from us. It's really painful when the one who are close to us and the one who touched our lives in a special way will be gone and will not be back again. But that's the way life is. We should just accept it even if it's hard. We should continue living and try to be happy in our own ways.

My first post... c,")

2007-02-02T18:27:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... my first post in my blog. Well, ano ba isusulat ko dito?... We had our alumni homecoming last Saturday ( January 27). I was happy 'cause I get to see my former classmates and batchmates. Sayang nga lang kasi hindi nakarating mga katropa ko. It would be better kung nandun sila. Actually, I miss them so much. Ang tagal ko na kasi silang hindi nakikita so I was hoping that I would get to see them but unfortunately they didn't make it because of some reasons. Haay... midterm exam na next week. Kailangan ko na ulit mag - aral to the max. Hope I can make good scores sa mga exams ko para mas matuwa sina mama. c")